Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Saturday, November 05, 2005
LEaving soon
I might be abandoning this blog pretty soon. No, dun get me wrong. i dun give up blogging but its because I jsut bought a site at ava so, i think i can make a blog there which allows much more stuff compared to blogspot.com. lol. I just hope they can.
anyways, today was like boring for me cos o levels are comign and im so not in the mood to blog. Sighs... ok. i think in that case ill just go.. i cant stand myself either :(
anyways, today was like boring for me cos o levels are comign and im so not in the mood to blog. Sighs... ok. i think in that case ill just go.. i cant stand myself either :(
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Wow, I smell of incense. Why? Because I went to the temple today to pray. I prayed fo rmy studies, for my family's wealth, my mom's job and Kor's welfare. Like hope he doesen't have a hard time finding a job cos he's leaving the army in about 3 weeks time so he has got to find a job right?
Also, I went to 'Qiu Qian' and I got a good for my studies and a good for my moms wealth and I asked about my love life but didn't get an answer cos the man said it wont be accurate for me if i asked about my love life cos I am single. *hints SINGLE and AVAILABLE TO ANYONE hints*
Then, I got two 'Bao Sheng Fu' for myself and my mom. Wanted to get kor one but he said he already has one and said he didn't want another one. So, I would cancel my trip to the "Shi Ma Lu Guan Yin Miao' to get him the 'Fu' and instead, I think i'll buy him a tiny little cake for his birthday. Hehe.
I so wanted to drag him to the 'Gui Dao' or Tortoise Island A.K.A Turtle Island whichever, but the month to visit there is already over. Hmm... Sad! And it went over like last two days. Sheesh... should have gone earlier. What a pity. I wanted to go there ya?
Well, the funny thing was when I asked my mom how to get to 'Gui Dao', I said
"Wu Gui Dao how to go?"
"Huh? Wu Gui Dao is in the fridge I just bought one packet."
lol. She thought I meant Or Gui Dao meaning the short beans we eat for dinner and use to feed or tortoise. Lol. I love mah tortoises @.@ NOT! lol .Hate them. Stink!!!
Well, I was thinking like 'O' Levels are coming soon... Really thanks to Jolene, my neighbour who is willing to wake up at 9am for today and tomorrow to coach me in maths. How nice of her! Well, just gotta give a break for it for the next few days. I mean three weeks and its over then I can see kor already! Whoopee!!
Well, kor kept his promise to call me and he did today. So happy... *giggle giggle* lol. Kept my boredom away. Well, alot of you must be wondering why I like kor so much. Right? Alright, it's time to tell you guys anyways.
1. He was there for me when I left BJ and Tian Shun.
2. He cares for me alot. eg; buy candies for me and takes care of me
3. He is close to me and my family likes him
4. He is like a real brother to me.
5. He makes me feel like a kid which is what I wanna be!
See, how to find someone as nice as that? Other than a girlfriend of course. But I decided after my last breakup with that girl. NO MORE GF till... a certain age when I feel I can take up the responsibility of having a gf cos I think I really don't want to commit my time to anything right now. It's time to play not find a girlfriend. Maybe when I am 20. I think. Maybe lesser if I can find someone I like soon. Pretty Girls, you can sms me or email me soon ya?
Erm... that was flirty. Eric called me a flirt. AM I???
Yea well, I forgot to mention that I passed by Kor's block on my way to the temple. I so wanted to visit him but as I promised, no seeing him till exams are over. Or I'll start playing again. So I took my stand and just took a picture of his block. Lol.

Sorry, Identity protection. lol.
lame=-
Anyways, I saw Jojo, my dog, sleeping in the weirdest position today so I took his picture lol. However, he woke up right away so...
here ya go, enjoy? nah lol


Ok, somehow my blog starts to lag if i type too much and its doing it again so... good bye ya? Gonna watch show now. Good night!
Also, I went to 'Qiu Qian' and I got a good for my studies and a good for my moms wealth and I asked about my love life but didn't get an answer cos the man said it wont be accurate for me if i asked about my love life cos I am single. *hints SINGLE and AVAILABLE TO ANYONE hints*
Then, I got two 'Bao Sheng Fu' for myself and my mom. Wanted to get kor one but he said he already has one and said he didn't want another one. So, I would cancel my trip to the "Shi Ma Lu Guan Yin Miao' to get him the 'Fu' and instead, I think i'll buy him a tiny little cake for his birthday. Hehe.
I so wanted to drag him to the 'Gui Dao' or Tortoise Island A.K.A Turtle Island whichever, but the month to visit there is already over. Hmm... Sad! And it went over like last two days. Sheesh... should have gone earlier. What a pity. I wanted to go there ya?
Well, the funny thing was when I asked my mom how to get to 'Gui Dao', I said
"Wu Gui Dao how to go?"
"Huh? Wu Gui Dao is in the fridge I just bought one packet."
lol. She thought I meant Or Gui Dao meaning the short beans we eat for dinner and use to feed or tortoise. Lol. I love mah tortoises @.@ NOT! lol .Hate them. Stink!!!
Well, I was thinking like 'O' Levels are coming soon... Really thanks to Jolene, my neighbour who is willing to wake up at 9am for today and tomorrow to coach me in maths. How nice of her! Well, just gotta give a break for it for the next few days. I mean three weeks and its over then I can see kor already! Whoopee!!
Well, kor kept his promise to call me and he did today. So happy... *giggle giggle* lol. Kept my boredom away. Well, alot of you must be wondering why I like kor so much. Right? Alright, it's time to tell you guys anyways.
1. He was there for me when I left BJ and Tian Shun.
2. He cares for me alot. eg; buy candies for me and takes care of me
3. He is close to me and my family likes him
4. He is like a real brother to me.
5. He makes me feel like a kid which is what I wanna be!
See, how to find someone as nice as that? Other than a girlfriend of course. But I decided after my last breakup with that girl. NO MORE GF till... a certain age when I feel I can take up the responsibility of having a gf cos I think I really don't want to commit my time to anything right now. It's time to play not find a girlfriend. Maybe when I am 20. I think. Maybe lesser if I can find someone I like soon. Pretty Girls, you can sms me or email me soon ya?
Erm... that was flirty. Eric called me a flirt. AM I???
Yea well, I forgot to mention that I passed by Kor's block on my way to the temple. I so wanted to visit him but as I promised, no seeing him till exams are over. Or I'll start playing again. So I took my stand and just took a picture of his block. Lol.

Sorry, Identity protection. lol.
lame=-
Anyways, I saw Jojo, my dog, sleeping in the weirdest position today so I took his picture lol. However, he woke up right away so...
here ya go, enjoy? nah lol


Ok, somehow my blog starts to lag if i type too much and its doing it again so... good bye ya? Gonna watch show now. Good night!
Today is the last day
Today is the last day I can see Kor. I'm sad but that's ok, it was for a good cause. He says after my 'O' Levels then i call him. Well, i guess so... I don't think I want to spoil the happines that he left so happily as in cheerful so I hope he will come back cheerful. But he said he will meet me on his birthday then we wont meet until 22nd November which is last day of my exam but then he'd be in camp. So I'd have to wait till about the 25th to see him... shat....
Well, we took some pictures here.


sort of for memento. I mean its his last day... so sad. But he promised to call me so... I hope he does or at least sms me or ill die of boredom? lol.
Eric is asleep? I think so.. I dunno but cmon, why do this? Where is he? I wanna talk to him!!!
Eric, eric, get up will ya?
Well, was talking to Veron and Shafiq just now and they are like one hilarious lot. But, just hung up so... everything has like quietened down... like this blog, so quiet... haha. Ok, really tired. cant blog. But to top it off, i wanna say...
I FEEL HAPPIER IN DAYS! IT'S GREAT TO FEEL HAPPY!
Well, we took some pictures here.


sort of for memento. I mean its his last day... so sad. But he promised to call me so... I hope he does or at least sms me or ill die of boredom? lol.
Eric is asleep? I think so.. I dunno but cmon, why do this? Where is he? I wanna talk to him!!!
Eric, eric, get up will ya?
Well, was talking to Veron and Shafiq just now and they are like one hilarious lot. But, just hung up so... everything has like quietened down... like this blog, so quiet... haha. Ok, really tired. cant blog. But to top it off, i wanna say...
I FEEL HAPPIER IN DAYS! IT'S GREAT TO FEEL HAPPY!
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Eric's Talk
Disappointment. What is it? A feeling you get when you are disappointed. Love, what is it? A feeling you get when you are loving. But what happens after love? Disappointment! Yes! More disappointment. I'm back after some thorough trashing only to be disappointed once again. But who's to stop me from chatting up and writing my thoughts and feelings here!? Tell me. No one!
So, anyways, lets start afresh.
I went to meet Eric today. Wow, LONG TIME NO SEE. Lol. We chatted from about 3am to 5:40 am almost 6 i think. I reached home at 5:50am. So im not sure what time we left each other but hell, it's so.. tiring. But it's 14mins to 7 and im still awake, blogging lol.
Well, I wanna share what happened before i met him. It was rumoured that this tunnel

Is haunted.
Anyone believe it? Well, I'm not sure if I was dreaming or what but it really did look menacing. And also, when I tried to cross the road from the front of the tunnel, a fern tickled my leg and I jumped a mile, right in front of a motorcycle. Well, just close to a motorcycle but it was a close shave.
It really left me wondering. Did stories of people suddenly jumping in front of a moving vehicle occur because of this? Maybe...
Anyways, talking to Eric has really cured my bad thoughts and brought in the good. I believe I can actually overcome this and tomorrow is the start of my first try. I will succeed! I dun care!
Looking back, I saw the old things of 201. Lights and all from apartments and I was all alone....

except for that van there...
Anyways, I enjoyed chatting with Eric and I wanna do it again soon...
God, im so bushed. Well, i'm going to bed now. I do hope kor calls tomorrow.... Bye!
So, anyways, lets start afresh.
I went to meet Eric today. Wow, LONG TIME NO SEE. Lol. We chatted from about 3am to 5:40 am almost 6 i think. I reached home at 5:50am. So im not sure what time we left each other but hell, it's so.. tiring. But it's 14mins to 7 and im still awake, blogging lol.
Well, I wanna share what happened before i met him. It was rumoured that this tunnel

Is haunted.
Anyone believe it? Well, I'm not sure if I was dreaming or what but it really did look menacing. And also, when I tried to cross the road from the front of the tunnel, a fern tickled my leg and I jumped a mile, right in front of a motorcycle. Well, just close to a motorcycle but it was a close shave.
It really left me wondering. Did stories of people suddenly jumping in front of a moving vehicle occur because of this? Maybe...
Anyways, talking to Eric has really cured my bad thoughts and brought in the good. I believe I can actually overcome this and tomorrow is the start of my first try. I will succeed! I dun care!
Looking back, I saw the old things of 201. Lights and all from apartments and I was all alone....

except for that van there...
Anyways, I enjoyed chatting with Eric and I wanna do it again soon...
God, im so bushed. Well, i'm going to bed now. I do hope kor calls tomorrow.... Bye!
Monday, October 31, 2005
Sadness Too Much
I am really very sad today. But, I think things have cleared up so.. Well, I planned nice pictures of a sport me and kor and eddie saw today and its really cool but though things have cleared up, I am still worried for the future. Good night people. I wont ever blog till i get over this problem safely =) Sorry.
Sad day today
Firstly, I want to apologize to Kor. Really really apologize. I made him angry cos i was rude to my ma. And behaved like a spoilt brat. I really truly regretted my actions and hope he has truly forgiven me because I am really frightened. Frightened he will ignore me for the rest of my life. I don't wanna lose anyone.
Well, tomorrow is my mother tongue 'o' level retake. I guess my mood is too bad for me to write anything today too. Sorry people. Will get more soon i promise... *sighs sulks* good bye
Well, tomorrow is my mother tongue 'o' level retake. I guess my mood is too bad for me to write anything today too. Sorry people. Will get more soon i promise... *sighs sulks* good bye
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Woohoo!! TO
Today was good. lol it was a good day... Kor came over in the afternoon after we had lunch and well, we watched Ong Bak. Nice show! Haha. Btw, today wont blog long. no mood =P
then, went to meet florence and all that... played basketball, studied... KOR TAUGHT ME MATHS! WHOOPS!! And then erm... dinner at kors house while the girls chatted about hair. erm... well, he is still teaching me maths so wont blog much.
Well Wishes to Ying and Flo. Bye!
then, went to meet florence and all that... played basketball, studied... KOR TAUGHT ME MATHS! WHOOPS!! And then erm... dinner at kors house while the girls chatted about hair. erm... well, he is still teaching me maths so wont blog much.
Well Wishes to Ying and Flo. Bye!
Kung Fu MahJong
I just watched the movie Kung Fu Mahjong and I find it a highly unusual title because the show isnt about people using the tiles to fight. Its more about people who KNOW kung fu and they play mahjong. The Kung Fu is also very limited. It's more of a Mahjong Movie. I think the title 'Mahjong King' Would have suited it better.
However, I do like one particular actor in that movie. He is Ah Wong, A.K.A Liu Kai Wong played by Roger Kwok. He has been cast in other shows where he plays as Ah Wang. Erm.. Ah Wong Ah Wang see any likenesses? I think he is great. Really... A nice pretend idiot.
I met kor today and erm... well, he is in his army uniform. Coolios. Ok, that was so... 1990s... Anyways, It's cool cos i saw him in his army uniform for the second time! Haha! And here is the picture!
So Suave huh? Haha.
Ok, anyways, then we went to his house to fix Eddie's computer and it was a little funny cos kor was like... My Keyboard aint a piano. lol. Then we went to play bb where the guys at the basketball court recognized me. I mean all three did i think. It's just that I didn't know any of them. I knew one of them cos he takes the same bus as me almost every morning but I didn't know him and I didn't even recognize any of the other two...
Wait, why am I skipping so far? Anyways, here is a random shot of the game. Kor was wearing red pants white shirt (So was I! A coincidence lol. Didnt realize it till night time)

Well, anyways, before the game, we found a snail and decided to take beauty shots with it. Really.. Just take a look. Aint it erm... HUGE!?


Don't worry, its not computer graphics. Its a real life snail!! We did no amount of editing on the pictures except resizing the entire picture so they dun fill up the entire screen.
Well, I know for one thing is that Florence is very trustworthy. I would trust her with my life and though I know she may not treat me with the same amount of trust or maybe she does, *hint hint* I will still trust her cos she is nicest as she comes. Lol broken english but im trying to follow a character who said that. lol. She is a really good friend whome I wouldn't mind throwing myself off a building to save her. GX is really very very lucky. I wish them both the best of luck.
She was like real worried over this fortune telling thing which unfortunately, Kor came to know about it and he forbade me from going so... oh well, but its ok. I'll listen to whatever he says. So anyways, the fortune teller was telling her somethings and she was like asking me should she believe? I mean she didnt just ask me but also other people duh. Majority win results are mostly effective... I hope she has found an answer which I think she did. Good!
Hmm... what else can i say today? Except I didnt STUDY. Darn... Anyways, I just wonder if anybody would really just tell me where I can find some relaxation!!?? Im Lost!!
Ok, Off to watch more vcds. When the o level is coming? Ya! Calling Flo later. dun care... I dun want sleep. Hope kor will meet me for lunch tomorrow. Im real depressed and my depression is sinking! Shoott!!!!
PS: My nails turned blue today. I think im sick. It was gross... I didnt paint it. Kor said I was poisoned... ???
However, I do like one particular actor in that movie. He is Ah Wong, A.K.A Liu Kai Wong played by Roger Kwok. He has been cast in other shows where he plays as Ah Wang. Erm.. Ah Wong Ah Wang see any likenesses? I think he is great. Really... A nice pretend idiot.
I met kor today and erm... well, he is in his army uniform. Coolios. Ok, that was so... 1990s... Anyways, It's cool cos i saw him in his army uniform for the second time! Haha! And here is the picture!
So Suave huh? Haha.Ok, anyways, then we went to his house to fix Eddie's computer and it was a little funny cos kor was like... My Keyboard aint a piano. lol. Then we went to play bb where the guys at the basketball court recognized me. I mean all three did i think. It's just that I didn't know any of them. I knew one of them cos he takes the same bus as me almost every morning but I didn't know him and I didn't even recognize any of the other two...
Wait, why am I skipping so far? Anyways, here is a random shot of the game. Kor was wearing red pants white shirt (So was I! A coincidence lol. Didnt realize it till night time)

Well, anyways, before the game, we found a snail and decided to take beauty shots with it. Really.. Just take a look. Aint it erm... HUGE!?


Don't worry, its not computer graphics. Its a real life snail!! We did no amount of editing on the pictures except resizing the entire picture so they dun fill up the entire screen.
Well, I know for one thing is that Florence is very trustworthy. I would trust her with my life and though I know she may not treat me with the same amount of trust or maybe she does, *hint hint* I will still trust her cos she is nicest as she comes. Lol broken english but im trying to follow a character who said that. lol. She is a really good friend whome I wouldn't mind throwing myself off a building to save her. GX is really very very lucky. I wish them both the best of luck.
She was like real worried over this fortune telling thing which unfortunately, Kor came to know about it and he forbade me from going so... oh well, but its ok. I'll listen to whatever he says. So anyways, the fortune teller was telling her somethings and she was like asking me should she believe? I mean she didnt just ask me but also other people duh. Majority win results are mostly effective... I hope she has found an answer which I think she did. Good!
Hmm... what else can i say today? Except I didnt STUDY. Darn... Anyways, I just wonder if anybody would really just tell me where I can find some relaxation!!?? Im Lost!!
Ok, Off to watch more vcds. When the o level is coming? Ya! Calling Flo later. dun care... I dun want sleep. Hope kor will meet me for lunch tomorrow. Im real depressed and my depression is sinking! Shoott!!!!
PS: My nails turned blue today. I think im sick. It was gross... I didnt paint it. Kor said I was poisoned... ???
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Hmm.. What is going on? Sensitive?
Hmm... What is going on here? Am I just too sensitive or has there really been an attitude change? Well, Florence says yes so... I guess I can say yes too? Ya. That's it. But, I think sometimes people just have their own decisions and retreats. I won't be able to mantain leadership for long. I know you don't get what i'm saying but... nevermind. Just listen and ignore.
I don't have a scanner or I could have posted pictures of what my house looked like before I moved in. Too bad, I don't have a scanner. But I heard Jeremiah has one. Maybe I'll ask him if I can scan a few pictures into his computer than i'll take it away with a diskette.
Two decisions now plaque my mind. Apart from my 'O' Levels, I keep thinking, study or not to study. I want to study but I don't understand it. My Chemistry is not so good. MY acids bases and salts really suck. I am good at organic chemistry but what is the point? I know nothing about Acid bases and salts. Well, I do a little but is that enough to keep me going? I have also begun to lose ideas on ester, alcohol and acids which fall under organic chemistry... bummer... bum bum.
So to this day, I have acquired a few of my teachers email addresses. Cool huh? My Chemistry teacher's email address is the funniest. I mean I didn't mean to laugh at his surname but it just came across as Uber Hilarious. LMAO! I won't tell you what it is though.. hehe. Sorry. But anyways, like you would wanna know.
I couldn't get any reply from the qoolhost site regarding their MySQL so I can't advance on my site yet. However, I was hoping that I can get more ideas on this MySQL thing through some intelligent and devoted blog hoppers. Hmm? Also, on sites which also host for singapore.com not .com.sg
Ok, deciding wether want to go out and study overnight. See the study plans how goes it. Bye! Boring....
I don't have a scanner or I could have posted pictures of what my house looked like before I moved in. Too bad, I don't have a scanner. But I heard Jeremiah has one. Maybe I'll ask him if I can scan a few pictures into his computer than i'll take it away with a diskette.
Two decisions now plaque my mind. Apart from my 'O' Levels, I keep thinking, study or not to study. I want to study but I don't understand it. My Chemistry is not so good. MY acids bases and salts really suck. I am good at organic chemistry but what is the point? I know nothing about Acid bases and salts. Well, I do a little but is that enough to keep me going? I have also begun to lose ideas on ester, alcohol and acids which fall under organic chemistry... bummer... bum bum.
So to this day, I have acquired a few of my teachers email addresses. Cool huh? My Chemistry teacher's email address is the funniest. I mean I didn't mean to laugh at his surname but it just came across as Uber Hilarious. LMAO! I won't tell you what it is though.. hehe. Sorry. But anyways, like you would wanna know.
I couldn't get any reply from the qoolhost site regarding their MySQL so I can't advance on my site yet. However, I was hoping that I can get more ideas on this MySQL thing through some intelligent and devoted blog hoppers. Hmm? Also, on sites which also host for singapore.com not .com.sg
Ok, deciding wether want to go out and study overnight. See the study plans how goes it. Bye! Boring....
Tired... But watched Candyman
Candyman, Candyman, Candyman, Candyman....Candyman. These are the words you have to say infront of a mirror. Then, I guess your death is here. But that's only in the movies, I seriously doubt it would ever be true over here in reality. Such stories are told only to frighten children I guess. But, I will never try that. Just in case ya? ;)
Anyways, I just want to say i'm extremely tired. I didn't sleep till 6am. Yep. When Florence lay down and instantly fell asleep, it was 6am in the morning. I checked. Exactly 6:02am. I told her 'Wake up!" But she fell asleep so I continued working alone for 5 minutes then I got tired and slept too. But somehow, the computer was calling out to me so I watched a few shows on the computer till about 7am before I went to bed. When I woke up, Florence was shaking me and screaming 'WAke up" so i got up. Did work for another half an hour and she left. 'O' Levels, a big sacrifice im making for it.
Take it as a reward that i'm going to Simei East Point now to take a look at the vest I want for my graduation party. I'm gonna give it a little skirtish finishing taste like the scottish people who wear kilts, i'm gonna wear an amended apron. Lol. Don't laugh but, I believe it'd look nice. If it's not, i'll just remove it. Simple =) I'm just thinking how to get to the hotel without being stared at. O_O
The only reason i'm able to make it to Simei is cos my aunt and sis are looking after the shop so my mom is free. Anyways, I got a few pictures of my house before I moved in and I also saw a pic of my dad when he was 13. Handsome! lol. I mean who would say their dad is ugly? ('' ,)
Argh... Yesterday drank too much coffee ate too much bread (i think) i keep going to the loo... ooo... ok, anyways, i'll just get the pics into the com and then get back to you guys later alright? Erm.. Bye for now!
Anyways, I just want to say i'm extremely tired. I didn't sleep till 6am. Yep. When Florence lay down and instantly fell asleep, it was 6am in the morning. I checked. Exactly 6:02am. I told her 'Wake up!" But she fell asleep so I continued working alone for 5 minutes then I got tired and slept too. But somehow, the computer was calling out to me so I watched a few shows on the computer till about 7am before I went to bed. When I woke up, Florence was shaking me and screaming 'WAke up" so i got up. Did work for another half an hour and she left. 'O' Levels, a big sacrifice im making for it.
Take it as a reward that i'm going to Simei East Point now to take a look at the vest I want for my graduation party. I'm gonna give it a little skirtish finishing taste like the scottish people who wear kilts, i'm gonna wear an amended apron. Lol. Don't laugh but, I believe it'd look nice. If it's not, i'll just remove it. Simple =) I'm just thinking how to get to the hotel without being stared at. O_O
The only reason i'm able to make it to Simei is cos my aunt and sis are looking after the shop so my mom is free. Anyways, I got a few pictures of my house before I moved in and I also saw a pic of my dad when he was 13. Handsome! lol. I mean who would say their dad is ugly? ('' ,)
Argh... Yesterday drank too much coffee ate too much bread (i think) i keep going to the loo... ooo... ok, anyways, i'll just get the pics into the com and then get back to you guys later alright? Erm.. Bye for now!
