Mischief

Changed Blog Address

2005-11-16T04:12:00.000+08:00

Hi, I have moved to http://www.blog.ienut.com Do visit me there! =D

LEaving soon

2005-11-05T05:44:00.000+08:00

I might be abandoning this blog pretty soon. No, dun get me wrong. i dun give up blogging but its because I jsut bought a site at ava so, i think i can make a blog there which allows much more stuff compared to blogspot.com. lol. I just hope they can.

anyways, today was like boring for me cos o levels are comign and im so not in the mood to blog. Sighs... ok. i think in that case ill just go.. i cant stand myself either :(

2005-11-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

Wow, I smell of incense. Why? Because I went to the temple today to pray. I prayed fo rmy studies, for my family's wealth, my mom's job and Kor's welfare. Like hope he doesen't have a hard time finding a job cos he's leaving the army in about 3 weeks time so he has got to find a job right?

Also, I went to 'Qiu Qian' and I got a good for my studies and a good for my moms wealth and I asked about my love life but didn't get an answer cos the man said it wont be accurate for me if i asked about my love life cos I am single. *hints SINGLE and AVAILABLE TO ANYONE hints*

Then, I got two 'Bao Sheng Fu' for myself and my mom. Wanted to get kor one but he said he already has one and said he didn't want another one. So, I would cancel my trip to the "Shi Ma Lu Guan Yin Miao' to get him the 'Fu' and instead, I think i'll buy him a tiny little cake for his birthday. Hehe.

I so wanted to drag him to the 'Gui Dao' or Tortoise Island A.K.A Turtle Island whichever, but the month to visit there is already over. Hmm... Sad! And it went over like last two days. Sheesh... should have gone earlier. What a pity. I wanted to go there ya?

Well, the funny thing was when I asked my mom how to get to 'Gui Dao', I said

"Wu Gui Dao how to go?"
"Huh? Wu Gui Dao is in the fridge I just bought one packet."

lol. She thought I meant Or Gui Dao meaning the short beans we eat for dinner and use to feed or tortoise. Lol. I love mah tortoises @.@ NOT! lol .Hate them. Stink!!!

Well, I was thinking like 'O' Levels are coming soon... Really thanks to Jolene, my neighbour who is willing to wake up at 9am for today and tomorrow to coach me in maths. How nice of her! Well, just gotta give a break for it for the next few days. I mean three weeks and its over then I can see kor already! Whoopee!!

Well, kor kept his promise to call me and he did today. So happy... *giggle giggle* lol. Kept my boredom away. Well, alot of you must be wondering why I like kor so much. Right? Alright, it's time to tell you guys anyways.

1. He was there for me when I left BJ and Tian Shun.
2. He cares for me alot. eg; buy candies for me and takes care of me
3. He is close to me and my family likes him
4. He is like a real brother to me.
5. He makes me feel like a kid which is what I wanna be!

See, how to find someone as nice as that? Other than a girlfriend of course. But I decided after my last breakup with that girl. NO MORE GF till... a certain age when I feel I can take up the responsibility of having a gf cos I think I really don't want to commit my time to anything right now. It's time to play not find a girlfriend. Maybe when I am 20. I think. Maybe lesser if I can find someone I like soon. Pretty Girls, you can sms me or email me soon ya?

Erm... that was flirty. Eric called me a flirt. AM I???

Yea well, I forgot to mention that I passed by Kor's block on my way to the temple. I so wanted to visit him but as I promised, no seeing him till exams are over. Or I'll start playing again. So I took my stand and just took a picture of his block. Lol.

Sorry, Identity protection. lol.

lame=-

Anyways, I saw Jojo, my dog, sleeping in the weirdest position today so I took his picture lol. However, he woke up right away so...

here ya go, enjoy? nah lol

Ok, somehow my blog starts to lag if i type too much and its doing it again so... good bye ya? Gonna watch show now. Good night!

Today is the last day

2005-11-03T01:43:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day I can see Kor. I'm sad but that's ok, it was for a good cause. He says after my 'O' Levels then i call him. Well, i guess so... I don't think I want to spoil the happines that he left so happily as in cheerful so I hope he will come back cheerful. But he said he will meet me on his birthday then we wont meet until 22nd November which is last day of my exam but then he'd be in camp. So I'd have to wait till about the 25th to see him... shat....

Well, we took some pictures here.

sort of for memento. I mean its his last day... so sad. But he promised to call me so... I hope he does or at least sms me or ill die of boredom? lol.

Eric is asleep? I think so.. I dunno but cmon, why do this? Where is he? I wanna talk to him!!!
Eric, eric, get up will ya?

Well, was talking to Veron and Shafiq just now and they are like one hilarious lot. But, just hung up so... everything has like quietened down... like this blog, so quiet... haha. Ok, really tired. cant blog. But to top it off, i wanna say...

I FEEL HAPPIER IN DAYS! IT'S GREAT TO FEEL HAPPY!

Eric's Talk

2005-11-02T06:41:00.000+08:00

Disappointment. What is it? A feeling you get when you are disappointed. Love, what is it? A feeling you get when you are loving. But what happens after love? Disappointment! Yes! More disappointment. I'm back after some thorough trashing only to be disappointed once again. But who's to stop me from chatting up and writing my thoughts and feelings here!? Tell me. No one!

So, anyways, lets start afresh.

I went to meet Eric today. Wow, LONG TIME NO SEE. Lol. We chatted from about 3am to 5:40 am almost 6 i think. I reached home at 5:50am. So im not sure what time we left each other but hell, it's so.. tiring. But it's 14mins to 7 and im still awake, blogging lol.

Well, I wanna share what happened before i met him. It was rumoured that this tunnel

Is haunted.

Anyone believe it? Well, I'm not sure if I was dreaming or what but it really did look menacing. And also, when I tried to cross the road from the front of the tunnel, a fern tickled my leg and I jumped a mile, right in front of a motorcycle. Well, just close to a motorcycle but it was a close shave.

It really left me wondering. Did stories of people suddenly jumping in front of a moving vehicle occur because of this? Maybe...

Anyways, talking to Eric has really cured my bad thoughts and brought in the good. I believe I can actually overcome this and tomorrow is the start of my first try. I will succeed! I dun care!

Looking back, I saw the old things of 201. Lights and all from apartments and I was all alone....

except for that van there...

Anyways, I enjoyed chatting with Eric and I wanna do it again soon...

God, im so bushed. Well, i'm going to bed now. I do hope kor calls tomorrow.... Bye!

Sadness Too Much

2005-10-31T23:13:00.000+08:00

I am really very sad today. But, I think things have cleared up so.. Well, I planned nice pictures of a sport me and kor and eddie saw today and its really cool but though things have cleared up, I am still worried for the future. Good night people. I wont ever blog till i get over this problem safely =) Sorry.

Sad day today

2005-10-31T00:25:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I want to apologize to Kor. Really really apologize. I made him angry cos i was rude to my ma. And behaved like a spoilt brat. I really truly regretted my actions and hope he has truly forgiven me because I am really frightened. Frightened he will ignore me for the rest of my life. I don't wanna lose anyone.

Well, tomorrow is my mother tongue 'o' level retake. I guess my mood is too bad for me to write anything today too. Sorry people. Will get more soon i promise... *sighs sulks* good bye

Woohoo!! TO

2005-10-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

Today was good. lol it was a good day... Kor came over in the afternoon after we had lunch and well, we watched Ong Bak. Nice show! Haha. Btw, today wont blog long. no mood =P

then, went to meet florence and all that... played basketball, studied... KOR TAUGHT ME MATHS! WHOOPS!! And then erm... dinner at kors house while the girls chatted about hair. erm... well, he is still teaching me maths so wont blog much.

Well Wishes to Ying and Flo. Bye!

Kung Fu MahJong

2005-10-29T00:58:00.000+08:00

I just watched the movie Kung Fu Mahjong and I find it a highly unusual title because the show isnt about people using the tiles to fight. Its more about people who KNOW kung fu and they play mahjong. The Kung Fu is also very limited. It's more of a Mahjong Movie. I think the title 'Mahjong King' Would have suited it better.

However, I do like one particular actor in that movie. He is Ah Wong, A.K.A Liu Kai Wong played by Roger Kwok. He has been cast in other shows where he plays as Ah Wang. Erm.. Ah Wong Ah Wang see any likenesses? I think he is great. Really... A nice pretend idiot.

I met kor today and erm... well, he is in his army uniform. Coolios. Ok, that was so... 1990s... Anyways, It's cool cos i saw him in his army uniform for the second time! Haha! And here is the picture!

So Suave huh? Haha.

Ok, anyways, then we went to his house to fix Eddie's computer and it was a little funny cos kor was like... My Keyboard aint a piano. lol. Then we went to play bb where the guys at the basketball court recognized me. I mean all three did i think. It's just that I didn't know any of them. I knew one of them cos he takes the same bus as me almost every morning but I didn't know him and I didn't even recognize any of the other two...

Wait, why am I skipping so far? Anyways, here is a random shot of the game. Kor was wearing red pants white shirt (So was I! A coincidence lol. Didnt realize it till night time)

Well, anyways, before the game, we found a snail and decided to take beauty shots with it. Really.. Just take a look. Aint it erm... HUGE!?

Don't worry, its not computer graphics. Its a real life snail!! We did no amount of editing on the pictures except resizing the entire picture so they dun fill up the entire screen.

Well, I know for one thing is that Florence is very trustworthy. I would trust her with my life and though I know she may not treat me with the same amount of trust or maybe she does, *hint hint* I will still trust her cos she is nicest as she comes. Lol broken english but im trying to follow a character who said that. lol. She is a really good friend whome I wouldn't mind throwing myself off a building to save her. GX is really very very lucky. I wish them both the best of luck.

She was like real worried over this fortune telling thing which unfortunately, Kor came to know about it and he forbade me from going so... oh well, but its ok. I'll listen to whatever he says. So anyways, the fortune teller was telling her somethings and she was like asking me should she believe? I mean she didnt just ask me but also other people duh. Majority win results are mostly effective... I hope she has found an answer which I think she did. Good!

Hmm... what else can i say today? Except I didnt STUDY. Darn... Anyways, I just wonder if anybody would really just tell me where I can find some relaxation!!?? Im Lost!!

Ok, Off to watch more vcds. When the o level is coming? Ya! Calling Flo later. dun care... I dun want sleep. Hope kor will meet me for lunch tomorrow. Im real depressed and my depression is sinking! Shoott!!!!

PS: My nails turned blue today. I think im sick. It was gross... I didnt paint it. Kor said I was poisoned... ???

Hmm.. What is going on? Sensitive?

2005-10-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm... What is going on here? Am I just too sensitive or has there really been an attitude change? Well, Florence says yes so... I guess I can say yes too? Ya. That's it. But, I think sometimes people just have their own decisions and retreats. I won't be able to mantain leadership for long. I know you don't get what i'm saying but... nevermind. Just listen and ignore.

I don't have a scanner or I could have posted pictures of what my house looked like before I moved in. Too bad, I don't have a scanner. But I heard Jeremiah has one. Maybe I'll ask him if I can scan a few pictures into his computer than i'll take it away with a diskette.

Two decisions now plaque my mind. Apart from my 'O' Levels, I keep thinking, study or not to study. I want to study but I don't understand it. My Chemistry is not so good. MY acids bases and salts really suck. I am good at organic chemistry but what is the point? I know nothing about Acid bases and salts. Well, I do a little but is that enough to keep me going? I have also begun to lose ideas on ester, alcohol and acids which fall under organic chemistry... bummer... bum bum.

So to this day, I have acquired a few of my teachers email addresses. Cool huh? My Chemistry teacher's email address is the funniest. I mean I didn't mean to laugh at his surname but it just came across as Uber Hilarious. LMAO! I won't tell you what it is though.. hehe. Sorry. But anyways, like you would wanna know.

I couldn't get any reply from the qoolhost site regarding their MySQL so I can't advance on my site yet. However, I was hoping that I can get more ideas on this MySQL thing through some intelligent and devoted blog hoppers. Hmm? Also, on sites which also host for singapore.com not .com.sg

Ok, deciding wether want to go out and study overnight. See the study plans how goes it. Bye! Boring....

Tired... But watched Candyman

2005-10-27T14:50:00.000+08:00

Candyman, Candyman, Candyman, Candyman....Candyman. These are the words you have to say infront of a mirror. Then, I guess your death is here. But that's only in the movies, I seriously doubt it would ever be true over here in reality. Such stories are told only to frighten children I guess. But, I will never try that. Just in case ya? ;)

Anyways, I just want to say i'm extremely tired. I didn't sleep till 6am. Yep. When Florence lay down and instantly fell asleep, it was 6am in the morning. I checked. Exactly 6:02am. I told her 'Wake up!" But she fell asleep so I continued working alone for 5 minutes then I got tired and slept too. But somehow, the computer was calling out to me so I watched a few shows on the computer till about 7am before I went to bed. When I woke up, Florence was shaking me and screaming 'WAke up" so i got up. Did work for another half an hour and she left. 'O' Levels, a big sacrifice im making for it.

Take it as a reward that i'm going to Simei East Point now to take a look at the vest I want for my graduation party. I'm gonna give it a little skirtish finishing taste like the scottish people who wear kilts, i'm gonna wear an amended apron. Lol. Don't laugh but, I believe it'd look nice. If it's not, i'll just remove it. Simple =) I'm just thinking how to get to the hotel without being stared at. O_O

The only reason i'm able to make it to Simei is cos my aunt and sis are looking after the shop so my mom is free. Anyways, I got a few pictures of my house before I moved in and I also saw a pic of my dad when he was 13. Handsome! lol. I mean who would say their dad is ugly? ('' ,)

Argh... Yesterday drank too much coffee ate too much bread (i think) i keep going to the loo... ooo... ok, anyways, i'll just get the pics into the com and then get back to you guys later alright? Erm.. Bye for now!

Cutie Bobby

2005-10-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Wow, I received loads of pictures from my Pei's doggy, Bobby! Wahaha! It's soooo cute... I've seen it in real life and I have after all, petted it. Anyways, you guys should have seen it's picture before in the previous entries. =D You can go find it out cos I dunn when it was that I left it. =D

Anyways, here are the 5 new photos I received. Girls, you can start squealing now, IF you do squeal...

there, hope you didn't lose your voices XD

Anyways, I wanna say a big THANK YOU to Kian Wee for teaching me maths cos i really do suck at it. Hmph! Wish I can just have my teachers brains cos i'm soooo sick of studying all day. So just give me the brains! But, come to think of it, I havent been studying for a long time. lol i mean I do study but, not as often as a normal, panicky o level student would.

Ok, erm... gonna study php too and MySQL database. Anyone who can, is willing to help me out with my site, same thing, just email me alright? Really, just email me. I need it!!

Well, back to studying I suppose... so, good nights to you all.

Me and Florence are planning on doing a 24 hr study. Hope it can be fulfilled... *blinks*

I got Final Fantasy Advent Children!

2005-10-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

Alright! I have finally got a copy of the Final Fantasy VII: AC. I am willing to give you a copy if you want though you'd have to email me cause they dun allow file distribution here? Hehe. Just send me an email through the link in my main page called Email Me or if you have my email, it'd be ok too.

Anyways, I am thinking of starting to publish stories which I have written and publishing them. Do you think I should? I mean, would people actually fork out cash to buy the book and read them? Well, I hope they would or it'd really just be a waste of my time. I found a publishing company !^-^!

Ok, so basically, life has been boring for me. Hmm... Haven't touched my books much without florence studying with me. Hard knocks here and there from Mr Aw today erm... Anymore? Well, basically, no. Life has been pretty much boring for me. Well, I guess I'll go write the story the publisher wants published and then... perhaps sell it to you guys. Lol, Good Bye! =(

PS: I'm not mad at florence. I should call and tell her that but my sms isn't working so... Well, it is working now.

Late

2005-10-23T19:45:00.002+08:00

Hey, anyone missed me? Hehe... ok, hmm.. Just have to give a real biggies apologies for my long time no post. Had to study and entertain people and all. I admit, I have been online but I donno why the sudden obsession for neopets for that few days lol. I earned 40 000+ np in just two days. lol real obsession... I was playing their games and kept spinning the wheel of fortune or whatever it is called every two hours. lol

Anyways, one of the reason that I haven't been able to blog though some of you may have seen me online which is only because I left my computer on is because, for some oddly valid reason, we have to reshoot a few scenes in the movie so... Ya, back to filming but I hope it would all end soon. I got a picture of the nice camera and such lol.

Sorry to disappoint you but nopes, i didn't take any pictures of hot stars lol. I think it'd be bad if pictures of the set were leaked out even before the show is done lol. But, I just showed u the camera lol.

Ok, time to backtrack. So, 1 or 2 day(s) before the filming, which is on the night I told you i'm going out with kor (refer to previous entry), I went to Geylang Serai after that. All 14 of us. Me, Kor, Florence, Ying Ying, Zulaiha, Shawn/Shaun(im not sure which spelling), Philson, Eric, Zafirah, Mun Gek, Rizal, Was there a Linda? And a few others which I can't remember. You know, I DID remember them ya? I made a mental not to... Argh!!

Anyways, on the way there, I got into a slight arguement with a malay man on the bus. He had 2 daughters with him. Well, it was like the driver was perhaps... Drunk? He drove two metres and braked once. And the bus was real jerky. And you know, I'm one who talks more than he cares about his safety type of person. So, I was busy chatting with Florence, in a playful quarreling manner and the next thing I knew, the bus jerked and I fell against Kor. And catch this really carefully ok? My sleeve rubbed against that man's shoulder. Ok, you must have caught that. Yes, just my sleeve and he turned around and said;
"Enough of you nonsense ok?!"
And i replied him with a "What!?"

Then it was followed by a staring incident where he stared at me and I stared at him. Then I just looked at his daughters than back at him and said;
"Accident only what..."
And he continued staring at me so I just gave him the most arrogant look and as though he was nothing but an insect look and walked away from him so i was one person away from him. Florence was standing inbetween me and him. There, I started to talk bad about the man and I don't care if he heard me. But, he didn't come confront me again, so, whatever...

So, anyways, after that mood smashing incident, we got down from the bus, followed the girls so they could use the loo where they on their way out, clumsily knocked over someone's drinks and had to apologize so many times. lol.

Anyways, the lights were beautifully strung from lamp posts to lamposts in the way orchard road does their festive decorations.

Really, and the crowd is really huge... like, we were squeezing as we walked. lol, hot, just very warm...

and of course, don't forget the nice clothes shops

Don't mind me if the pictures are not too nice cos I didnt dare take out my camera and start snapping the shots cos... I'd look like a tourist and no, I don't want that. lol.

Anyways, I bought a cup corn and ate with kor and florence. This is the funny part. Florence only wanted one spoon of cup corn and for that, we got lost. The auntie took a long time to give us our change and by then, we had become seperated. When Florence had her one mouth, we were already seperated and she started blaming us for losing her lol. Then, of course after some time, we got reunited with the group.

Well, we did see this interesting ice pop man whome I've only seen this kind of machine once. This is the second time and I would consider it a novelty.

Haha. You just spin the machine round and round cause it helps to freeze the ice pops.

Woot! Woot! We ate alot, and me, i did eat alot. I know I have a current dental problem but yea, I ate alot. So much, I was busy eating than taking pictures.
1. Otah
2. Soyabean Milk
3. Cup Corn
4. Chicken Burgur

Yea, these four kept me busy. Basically because I was walking AND eating. Also, my teeth were not very well, remember? I could only eat on one side of my mouth.

Com is lagging and I keep typing wrongly. Shucks... I think I will stop earlier if I still can't get things going right!!

Anyways, we entered the shopping centre there. Weird huh? But, we were leaving so... Ya, (PS we did take a group photo but its close to impossible to post it here). Florence stole my cap here. *fumes* So, I was like stealing it back. wahaha! Lol. Really, we just snatched and yelled at each other for sometime. But it was all in good fun lol.

Hmm, on our way back, on the bus, we started taking pictures.

and I stole one of Zulaiha sleeping..!!

GawD She can ReallY SleEp! >.< XD

Then we went to the coffeeshop with Eddie and a few others to eat supper. Woosh... they can REALLY eat huh? I was really clumsy haha. First, I stomped on Eddie's foot. Then, I knocked over his milo. lol. Weird... Anyways, after some noisy stuffs, the girls started folding straw stars and hearts which really intruiged me and kor. Then, we learnt from them lol. *fold folds folds* i wasn't taught how to. But, Kor was. So, when he was done folding, We took his and Zafirah the star folding teacher (lmao) star and compared.

Results = Very Obvious.

I still keep the star he folded though... It's all unravelled now lol.

Then, Kor took a photo with Ronald! lol.

Cute? No! Cos I can only see Ronald! lol.

Well, we sent Florence and Ying Ying home together with Mungek. We meaning me kor and eddie. Then, we found a snail which they keep calling largest in asia.

I agree it was huge but it wasn't THAT big!

Boo hoo, Kor went home after that cos he had to do somethings. *hints* wonderingwhat

Then, no point to ask. But, I went out with him the next day after my filming to Tampines mall to buy food for the Chalet at the end of the year. Then, I felt that I should not have gone. Because, me and kor had a slight quarrel after we sent Ying Ying and Florence home. Details too confidential to reveal but ya, just to let you know, me and kor do quarrel. But for gloaters out there, note that a friendship without quarrels cannot be proven true as the trials have not been set. LMao! so.. Deep.

Ok, Com is super laggy. I am going to go now. Good Bye!

Late

2005-10-23T19:45:00.001+08:00

Late

2005-10-23T19:45:00.000+08:00

betrayal

2005-10-20T16:00:00.000+08:00

Woohoo... ok, i didn't blog last night cos i got tired. Hmm.. just wana say.. The stitch is out! lol. Im sooo happy. It finally came out. And things have started looking up for me.

All the thirteen things i mentioned, a few of them turned right so, it ain't so bad after all. Kor called, no more stitches, Eddie talked, Florence talked everyone talked to me. Yes! I mean they were never mad at me but... I jsut thought they were. You know how paranoid i get.

Alright, I'm kinda pissed off with my mom today. She has betrayed me. Boo hoo, but no asking. I won't tell cos there are evil people here who will read and laugh. I know who it is.

Alright, now, back to that evil people topic only. The only people whome I feel is evil and still intends to read my blog is Lim Tian Shun. Yes, I know he is reading cos his friend told me so. And wether or not he is reading, I want you to know he pisses me off. Yes. Why you ask? Because he is acting like a stupid girl and I dislike him. How so and why?

1. He gets jealous real easily.
2. He likes to hit guys by slapping them on the arm or back or with a book O.O
3. He thinks his hair is real cute when it's standing up like a dumb porcupine.
4. He thinks his hair is real cute when he gels everything down and says he didn't use gel when his hair is so shiny and wet looking.
5. He thinks by covering his mouth when laughing is gentlemenly. Or something like that cause he does it all the time.
6. He keeps sticking to Boon Juay and asking Boon Juay to go his house, out with him, do this, do that and everytime must sit with Boon Juay. Note: not the friendly way cos he gets upset if Boon Juay does not do it alone.
7. He is very lame.
8. I really just don't like his show off attitude.

Enough said, i'm going out with kor later. I just hope that whatever it is, he will really change. I still won't like him for what he has done to me. But at least it will make me feel alot better. Pfft...

Sadnesssad

2005-10-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

In case none of you know, tomorrow is the day I remove the stitches and get my red gums back instead of the black lines. However, I am the least bit happy. Why you ask? Well, all I can say is that some people think they are such big shots that they wait for others to 'serve' them. Well, for this time round, i'm going to be the one who waits to be 'served'. I'm not trying to act big by doing so, but I just want him to know that I am human too. By me always giving in doesen't show that I am weaker and will ALWAYS give in. It is time for such immature thoughts to end. If by doing so ends this friendship, then i would gladly say, I am happy. Happy that I can lose a friendship this way than trust him too much and feel hurt bout losing this rocky friendship.

Somehow, I don't feel anything I felt when I were friends with Boon Juay and that Tian Shun. To me, when we were friends, they were nice and all. But deep down underneath that Tian Shun's layer of nicenss is a lot of evil thoughts which I have come to know of as time went by. I don't care if he is reading this blog because it is what I feel. He and Boon Juay practically bullied me, indirectly. I just can't understand what that boy is thinking of. Boon Juay is another one, still hanging out with him. *Sighs* A waste of time for a domineering friendship such as Tian Shun's. Just forget it.

Anyways, lets go back to my sad sob story alright? Hmm, where was I? Here. So, what do I do when I feel betrayed by my friend, I consult Eddie, my one and only trustworthy pei pei who has so far not let me down. Well, we had a long discussion and our final decision was to firstly, continue making friends till I dislike him. When I do, ask him three questions which have been lying under me. When 3 questions asked, see what the third answer is. If yes, everything should be fine. If no, I am going to start yelling. Trust me, I am. Anyways, secrets are not to be revealed till the matter has been solved, thank you.

So, anyways, I have no idea why Wilson is always giving me single word replies and all that. And he has become extensively obsessed with the god thing lol. Don't mean to be rude about the religion thing but it's just there is a thin line between faith and obsession. lol. But, he is a nice kid afterall. Hmm.. Hope he is well, his MSN nick has been really depressing ones I think but he says its just his nick and carries no meaning.

Well, now to the happier things. Audrey wrote me a testimonial in return for what I wrote her. Very touching. I liked it. Also, I think i'll seriously miss me entire class when they are gone. I didn't even miss my old class of 106, 206, 304 and 405 as much as I miss 502. I think that is because I won't even be seeing them in school any longer. That's the sad part. Wait, didn't I just say say happy things? Sheesh!

Ok, now truly happy things. I bought 2 epispodes of The Land Before Time today! Whee! Ok, going to watch it right after blogging here. Hehe, well, I got school tomorrow at 8am so I gotta sleep quite early I guess... So, just one episode is all I can watch. Anyone knows where I can get Doraemon, please tell me alright? =D

Anyways, I still haven't received a call from Kor and neither did I receive an sms. But I heard he smsed and called Florence. Sms i know but I think Florence said Kor called another friend. Wait, don't get me mistaken. I'm NOT under any circumstances checking up on him. I am no stalker lol. Florence just suddenly brought it up. Really random but nevertheless, useful information. Hmm... So I guess I really am going to ignore him for now. Wait till he contacts me. If he doesent, then forget it. I don't have to bother myself with such things. It only depresses me, though by saying I don't miss him is a lie. Whatever! ByE and nights to you all!

2005-10-18T02:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm... well, I just spent the last 30 minutes sourcing for a nice domain name and trust me, all the initial domain names I had in mind were like taken... pfft.... oh well, I ended up searching real tacky names like erm... ev-o.com lol and yea, this was available but i didnt take it. I think its a much cooler name compared to the one I last placed my final decision on. Lol. o-skl.com well, forget it. I shut the whole screen down. Let's wait for mom huh? After all, I just have these feelings that the cheap they call is jsut to cover up layers and layers of erm... unseen charges. Like maybe set up fees worth $100+ lol. Mom is going to decide so if she has to pay more, it's her fault. lol. Im mean... >.<

Ok, i dun even know why I have been spending my last 3 hours watching doraemon when I have school tomorrow early in the morning. lol. I mean it really IS super early like 10:30am I gotta wake up? Hehe... *mad giggles*

Ok, I have something to confess.. I'm... ghsdsghh. God, just kill me. anyways, I don't know what's wrong with me. I think my life is gonna end so soon...

1. I can't eat solid food.
2. Kor hasn't called me.
3. I miss a friend but he hasn't called me.
4. Eddie didn't call me.
5. My leg itches from a mosquito bite. could be dengue.
6. I don't have US$1, 000, 000.
7. Now my toe is itching.
8. Everywhere has stopped itching except for mosquito bite.
9. I ate sweets.
10. Kor didn't sms me.
11. The friend didnt reply me on msn. I miss staying over.
12. I can't find a domain.
13. Bernard isn't online.

See, 13 great reasons why I hate my life. YUCKS! 13!? Omg, thats so unlucky... anyways, I'm so sad! I mean I have so many things I want to say.. I really do. I want to tell _ _ _ _ that I have so many things to question him about. Why did he tell me that _ _ _ _ _ when _ _ _ _ _!? Sorry, highly confidential till revealed irl meaning in real life. OH! And, why am I so infuriated with myself over something I didn't do? I mean... if _ _ _ _ _ it's not my fault! Right? Sighs... Forget it. Let's leave unhappy subjects.

Wow, gotta wake up at 10:30am tomorrow ( i said that earlier ) and prepare to leave home. Like bathe and stuff. I am going to meet Xiang Jian *fights urge to say D word* and Jeremiah then go see the physics teacher and sort of... BEG her to teach me physics lol. I mean it was all pre-arranged duh... then im going to run up to the library to see if the teacher is there cos im going to ask him if he can teach me or at least recommend me good domain hosting for business and entertainment because up till now, im still not sure if there are web hosting made just for entertainment. LOL! How dumb.

Circles99 has claimed 2 more new members so the count is now 5 or 6? Hmm... well, soon, ill have all my darling 502 classmates back with me. I don't even know why Wilson is always so busy... Hope he gets over his busy stuff and starts talking again cos im so bored all the time and blogging all the time is pointless. I do it at least once a day at most 3 or 2 times. That's all.

Well, the good news is, i'm getting the stitches off in 2 days time. Well, seeing it's already 2:26am, i'd say it'd be 1 day time! At the clinic near the interchange. And I am going to get it off and start smiling without letting anyone see the stitches. Yes! Finally, red gums back! lol. Mom was asking if i wanted dentures cos the teeth wont grow back. Well, i think i wont want it. It spoils the natural smile. Maybe when im older yes but not now.

Today, went to play CS with Ma and Ze Xin. Lol. The two are good but i was just like shooting nonsense. I have reasons to support that though... I swear they are reasons. 1. There wasnt enough space to move the mouse. There, just one. lol. And i guess its also because i wasnt good enough? I mean they played the awp map which i totally suck at. The rest i was moderately alright but not on awp. I totally sucked. And the most hilarious part was when the com got a little weird and the people we were playing with on awp were in clear view. And somehow the game took us about 10 seconds to begin. So, me and Ma aimed our rifles at them and they started jumping to avoid our bullets but they could only jump on the spot lol. So, we fired and they died. Lol. Twice it happened.

Now, Boon Juay was the weird one. I decided to ask him along so i called him and he was going on about. I speak first.

"Hello, Boon Juay, come to ____ now. We're going to play."
"Oh, ok. so, where do i meet you all."
"Harvey Norman, second floor."
"Harvey Norman? Where is that?"
"You know the escalator? Just go up and its there. Near the Pharmacy, Guardian."
"Guardian? Which one?"
"There's only one Guardian la... what are you talking about?"
"Oh, oh ya, right.. .sorry. I forgot."
"Ok, so i'll see you there."
"Hello? Uh.. I don't think I can go... Sorry."
"Huh? Why?"
"I got tuition later..."

Alright, lets cut the conversation here. He is weird huh? Made me do all that explaining and he couldn't go. I was two seconds from killing him. Really, a waste of my time.. *sighs*

Anyways, i'll just hope that kor calls me tomorrow or at least sms me. Otherwise, i'm ignoring him. God can be my witness... Good night people. Love you all lots.

Project coming on

2005-10-18T01:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm... well, I just spent the last 30 minutes sourcing for a nice domain name and trust me, all the initial domain names I had in mind were like taken... pfft.... oh well, I ended up searching real tacky names like erm... ev-o.com lol and yea, this was available but i didnt take it. I think its a much cooler name compared to the one I last placed my final decision on. Lol. o-skl.com well, forget it. I shut the whole screen down. Let's wait for mom huh? After all, I just have these feelings that the cheap they call is jsut to cover up layers and layers of erm... unseen charges. Like maybe set up fees worth $100+ lol. Mom is going to decide so if she has to pay more, it's her fault. lol. Im mean... >.<

Ok, i dun even know why I have been spending my last 3 hours watching doraemon when I have school tomorrow early in the morning. lol. I mean it really IS super early like 10:30am I gotta wake up? Hehe... *mad giggles*

Ok, I have something to confess.. I'm... ghsdsghh. God, just kill me. anyways, I don't know what's wrong with me. I think my life is gonna end so soon...

1. I can't eat solid food.
2. Kor hasn't called me.
3. I miss a friend but he hasn't called me.
4. Eddie didn't call me.
5. My leg itches from a mosquito bite. could be dengue.
6. I don't have US$1, 000, 000.
7. Now my toe is itching.
8. Everywhere has stopped itching except for mosquito bite.
9. I ate sweets.
10. Kor didn't sms me.
11. The friend didnt reply me on msn. I miss staying over.
12. I can't find a domain.
13. Bernard isn't online.

See, 13 great reasons why I hate my life. YUCKS! 13!? Omg, thats so unlucky... anyways, I'm so sad! I mean I have so many things I want to say.. I really do. I want to tell _ _ _ _ that I have so many things to question him about. Why did he tell me that _ _ _ _ _ when _ _ _ _ _!? Sorry, highly confidential till revealed irl meaning in real life. OH! And, why am I so infuriated with myself over something I didn't do? I mean... if _ _ _ _ _ it's not my fault! Right? Sighs... Forget it. Let's leave unhappy subjects.

Wow, gotta wake up at 10:30am tomorrow ( i said that earlier ) and prepare to leave home. Like bathe and stuff. I am going to meet Xiang Jian *fights urge to say D word* and Jeremiah then go see the physics teacher and sort of... BEG her to teach me physics lol. I mean it was all pre-arranged duh... then im going to run up to the library to see if the teacher is there cos im going to ask him if he can teach me or at least recommend me good domain hosting for business and entertainment because up till now, im still not sure if there are web hosting made just for entertainment. LOL! How dumb.

Circles99 has claimed 2 more new members so the count is now 5 or 6? Hmm... well, soon, ill have all my darling 502 classmates back with me. I don't even know why Wilson is always so busy... Hope he gets over his busy stuff and starts talking again cos im so bored all the time and blogging all the time is pointless. I do it at least once a day at most 3 or 2 times. That's all.

Well, the good news is, i'm getting the stitches off in 2 days time. Well, seeing it's already 2:26am, i'd say it'd be 1 day time! At the clinic near the interchange. And I am going to get it off and start smiling without letting anyone see the stitches. Yes! Finally, red gums back! lol. Mom was asking if i wanted dentures cos the teeth wont grow back. Well, i think i wont want it. It spoils the natural smile. Maybe when im older yes but not now.

Today, went to play CS with Ma and Ze Xin. Lol. The two are good but i was just like shooting nonsense. I have reasons to support that though... I swear they are reasons.

1. There wasnt enough space to move the mouse.

There, just one. lol. And i guess its also because i wasnt good enough? I mean they played the awp map which i totally suck at. The rest i was moderately alright but not on awp. I totally sucked. And the most hilarious part was when the com got a little weird and the people we were playing with on awp were in clear view. And somehow the game took us about 10 seconds to begin. So, me and Ma aimed our rifles at them and they started jumping to avoid our bullets but they could only jump on the spot lol. So, we fired and they died. Lol. Twice it happened.

Now, Boon Juay was the weird one. I decided to ask him along so i called him and he was going on about.
I'm the one in italics.

"Hello, Boon Juay, come to ____ now. We're going to play."

"Oh, ok. so, where do i meet you all."

"Harvey Norman, second floor."

"Harvey Norman? Where is that?"

"You know the escalator? Just go up and its there. Near the Pharmacy, Guardian."

"Guardian? Which one?"

"There's only one Guardian la... what are you talking about?"

"Oh, oh ya, right.. .sorry. I forgot."

"Ok, so i'll see you there.

"Hello? Uh.. I don't think I can go... Sorry."

"Huh? Why?"

"I got tuition later..."

Alright, lets cut the conversation here. He is weird huh? Made me do all that explaining and he couldn't go. I was two seconds from killing him. Really, a waste of my time.. *sighs*

Anyways, i'll just hope that kor calls me tomorrow or at least sms me. Otherwise, i'm ignoring him. God can be my witness...

Good night people. Love you all lots.

Hmm... Error in computer

2005-10-17T02:16:00.000+08:00
Oh no! Big groans and moans. My computer is completely messed up, what with viruses and spywares running amuck in it. Well, I have 3 options now.

1. To leave it as it is.
2. To repair it with Florence friend for cheap (I dun even know when he is free)
3. To repair at the shop downstairs for a few extra dollars compared to option 2.

What can I do? I'm not sure... I don't even have the money. Anyways, Kor was kinda dumb today. He was like... telling Florence about my tooth and they were laughing at me! Right! Laugh, laugh, laugh huh? I make sure you two can't laugh anymore! Hahahaha!

Urhum... what just happened? Hehe. anywyas, today, I went to **** and found out that there is a new LAN game shop open there with rates going at... SG$1.50/hr. It's considered cheap already and for their opening special today, it was a free trial meaning you get to play for free there! Wow! lol I enjoyed shooting blanks at people who passed and maybe just maybe one of these days i'll pull Boon Juay to play with me hehe. I absolutely refuse to advertise for that place. Haha.

Hmm... Well, i disobeyed the dentist and munched on sweets and biscuits for the past few days and i forgot to gurgle my mouth in salt water... **IT!! BRB!!

Ok, back. Not gurgled yet but boiling water so i can get warm water... Phew... See, blogging not only serves as a diary but as a reminder too.

I found a ringtone which came from the movie One missed call and it's eerie but i love it. Cute but if u watched the movie, u would know its scary. I would love to let u guys hear it but its dangerous so... no. lol. Im mad... haha..

Hogwarts Light is proving to be sort of fun cos the people group there is small so u get to make friends easily and get popular before the large group expands ya?

I found a few pretty girls there who are caucasians, just my type hehe.... Ok, im so tired. I dunno why these few days with a little typing i get real tired. I believe its due to stress! STRESS!! So, im just gonna go lie down now and hopefully, i wont regretfully fall asleep and forget to gurgle... hmm.. ok good nights people!!

Discovery

2005-10-16T02:37:00.000+08:00
Hmm.. I have found some ways to actually allow us ex 502 students of 2005 and also, other East Viewians who wish to contact us, here. It is a way to just keep in touch with your old pals so I do hope people can actually get in there and start joining. It would mean alot if you would post your real name there too so we know who you are.

I have also found, a new rpg site! This one is open and relatively new, however, if it were a little more filled with users, can compete with Hex/ That is what I can see so far from Hogwarts Light. I do hope it will be a promising site though so, people, start joining!

Well, we were watching one missed call just now. We meaning me and kor so if anyone has the one missed call ringtone which the ghost uses, i welcome u to send me the link so i can use it as my actual ringtone. I think its kinda sweet. Too bad it gives me the creeps whenever i hear it. Ok, it's almost three am and trust me, nothing much happened today lol. Ok, Nights people!

Last Day in 502

2005-10-15T12:30:00.000+08:00
Yesterday was a sad day for me. Yes. It's not because something happened. It has been something I have rejoiced for for 4 years but the fifth year is the last year as that was my last day in school.

The classroom was deserted as everyone sought to find the means to leave without thinking too much. Although they chatted as they left, i could somehow feel that their footsteps were slower. Rachelle did not shout "Get out!" as usual instead she stood by the door and watched the people leave. I think she knew it was afterall, the last day we could leave that classroom.

Reluctant 502ers.

Though it may be that we haven't known each other for long, I think that somehow, we have formed a bond among us. A bond that is so hard to break that even I find it difficult to leave the people behind. I miss them and I truly do. I am glad that Mommy and Ze Xin has arranged for me to eat dinner with them on Sunday. So... I am glad I can see them again as friends.

Because in just a few weeks time, this;

Will be our future examination hall where to everyone, in the face of everyone, we claim them friends however, subconciously as we write on the paper, with every question we get it right, we are striking down our friends who got that question wrong. At the end of the day, we have 'killed' our dear friends who have gotten more mistakes than us. We are vying and struggling for life as we sit for the papers in order to get a more successful life than our friends.

We went down the final walk down the stairs we have thread on without thinking of its significance for an entire year and for some, more than a year.

And entered the toilet which i thought smelled horrible each time I entered. However, the toilet smelled particularly sweet on that day... I remember the floors were dry and there wasn't the usual puddle there on that day. Did the cleaners make special effort to clean the place up or... Was it just because only the 'O' Level students were in school that day? I'm not sure either...

But I do know, the school was real quiet that day.

No one smoking at the quiet staircase...

No Childish lower secs running around the garden...

Then I accompanied Wei Liang walking home and we saw this really cute car.

lol. A real striking green in colour.

Went to meet kor after that. hehe... followed him home and stole a picture of one of his pet birds.

See, what a nice looking bird cage. Lol. I just love looking at them flapp around aimlessly in the little cage which holds nothing but a life of imprisonment. Lol. I think that would be about the time that people would start coming home and yea, his poarent did come home lol. I left and hide cos... im shy!!!!

Ok, then i got home with a splitting headache thats why i slept without blogging but here, this is for yesterday. Will blog again today in the night ok? ByE!

PS: Im so hungry

2005-10-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

Ouch... I wanna cry. Ouch... I wanna die. Why does it hurt so much? You left me there on the chair, left me there to bleed in pain. Why did you leave me? I loved you so much. It wasn't even my fault that I did this to you. The pain you caused me today was intense and I know I can never ever see you again. I know I can never ever feel you again. you will be a gaping hole in my gums.

Yes. That's right, It ain't no woman who left me. I had my tooth extracted today =( And, It's all because of the school dental. He didn't clean my teeth properly before mending the hole back the last time. That's why my nerves got infecteds and are dying and then no choice but to extract. Right now. the gums hole was kinda so big, the dentist had to stitch them back. Can you believe it? So pain. And now I feel pain that my teeth has been removed and my smile will never be the same again. I got home at 12 from the dental and has been suffering in pain till now.

I can't do physical stuff for 2 weeks, and during that 2 weeks, no food particles must come in contact, no playing of it with my tongue, no touching it, no biting on hard stuff on that side and I have to gurgle my mouth especially on that side with warm salt water vigorously.The dentist was real kind though.. she kept assuring me it won't hurt and all that and hell, it didn't hurt one bit. It's just the aftermaths which hurt and yea, I figured I'll have to bear with it. I won't take the painkillers yet cos they kill brain cells and anyways, the dentist said I can't let water touch the wound for the next 6 hours from 12:30pm to 6:30pm cos they would cause the wound to bleed again. I guess I bled a considerable amount. I saw the tooth today and... it was a nice tooth. It really was, except for the part where the doctor mended and the part where... it was rotting out from the other side? No. There was a new hole forming lmao. For anyone who is reading out there and chooses to laugh, I'd say I don't mind. Anyone can laugh and I know Somebody would definitely laugh evilly. Right BJ and YOU KNOW WHO? But that's ok. Such are part and parcels of life especially if you live a life of sweets. LOL

Anyways, for the first time, I was sad for leaving school early. I wanted to go to science and show the teacher the homework I have finished and also, learn more from her. This is sad. Most of all, I wanted to go to class with Darling! Wah!! Nevermind... got worksheet for me to do. So I'll do it. Hmm... Before I left school, Mommy and I started taking loads of photographs. lol.
Me and Mommy.

There are more but we decided this was what we wanted so the others are for my personal viewing pleasure Hehe. After that, I decided that I wanted to take one with Ashwini too. So, I did! You can compare her with her doll in the dolls section =D Im not sure if they look alike.

Me and Ashwini

There you go. lol. I even had a picture of Momm'y graffiti.

And also, two days ago the day i didn't blog. They grabbed me and painted my nails! OMG! They look so feminine! Kill me please... lol. Ok, it's funny but I spent one and hours scraping the marker and liquid paper off.

Ok, im scolding kor on the phone now lol. Trying to distort the facts wahahaha!! Bye and nightS!

Sidney Cries

2005-10-12T01:22:00.000+08:00
OWw... MY ulcer is seriously killing me. I applied oralgel and hey, it doesn't have the numbing effect my friend told me about. Anyways, I was like applying it thinking that it helps to relief the pain from ulcers. I mean yes, it does. However, first, they give me extreme pain for about 10 seconds then they numb it for as long as I don't accidently lick off the medicine. lol. I mean it's hard not to seeing it's in my mouth and the smell is close to horrid.

Well, I had a gastric attack cos I didn't eat my food for like...7 hours *gasps* i didn't know it was THAT long. lol. Anyways, I made a few accomplishments since I went to ask Mr Don Yeo to teach me Chemistry which was a good help seeing how helpful he was. It really made me feel good knowing that I might have a chance of passing. Hehe

My younger brother, Sidney went sorta mad today and had a real huge quarrel with all 3 of us in our family and I was like argh! Then I got mad and splashed water on him since he looked dazed so it sorta woke him up but he started screaming at my mom and my sister slapped him hard. OuCh! *_-

It should be solved quickly but he just refused to listen to whatever we had to say... sorta deserved the slap. lol mean...

Anyways, I was like waiting for them to finish quarreling before we got dinner ready at 10pm and above. I believe it was about 10.37pm when it ended cos i remembered chehcking my phone and saw that kor sent me an sms and called me so I was like ''Shit! I didn't know!!" and then I called him back but there was no reply so i was thinking "Is he asleep?" then he returned me an sms asking me to call again and I did and he told me he was eating and then washing his plates so it was an inconvenience to use his phone with soapy hands lol. Ok, understood.. so, erm... we chatted and I cooked at the same time then... his sergeant came by and he had to go sleep so.. Good nights to him.

Good nights to you all too. I finished my dinner about 2 hours ago with peace at last and now am entering this entry to go sleep. Good nights lovely!!

Ah Na's Wedding.

2005-10-11T01:06:00.000+08:00
Today is a happy occasion for many I believe and especially for my side of the family because today my eldest female cousin got married, the eldest among the three whome I refer to as the three flowers. If anyone followed me from all the way from my previous blog I had in the beginning of the year you would know who the three flowers are. Otherwise, I got a fresh new picture for you guys, taken today.

We have the Hu LI (Centre Child) Hui Na(Eldest *Bride*) and Hui Ping(Youngest)

And somehow they all remind of a celebrity. Hui Li reminds me of Ann Kwok, Hui Na reminds me of Jolin Tsai and Hui Ping reminds me of Richie Jen when he had long hair. I know he is a guy so cant compare so the next one i ever thought looked like her was the main lead in Resident Evil, Alice. lol. The looks and attitude so cool.... And trust me, they are all hot as hell. lol. Too bad, One is taken lol.

Anyways, I could tell where the place was due to the 'signal balloon' lol. It's kinda huge and hangs in the air like this.

Cute? lol.

I went upstairs to talk to Ah Na Jie Jie meaning Hui Na for awhile then we went downstairs so she could greet her new in laws :D

Anyways, I just took a few quick snapshots of the surroundings.

And that's about it. I was so emberrassed I didn't dare to take more pictures for fear people would laugh at the kid who is moving round with a little phone camera thinking he is a photographer ya? lol.

At one point i did go to...

A practically empty bowling alley in order to accompany my sister lol. I wasted $2 in the arcade and then made my way lonlily if there is such a word back to the chalet.

Anyways, ain't the chalet so beautifully decorated?

I really liked the balloony thingys and also, the staircases banister has been lined with candles. WoW!

Ok, then comes the main event of the night where the bride and groom go through the cuting of cake and stuff lol. I loved it. First, music was played.

The wedding march DUH!

Then, there was a Yam Seng contest with the Champagne they poured.

then they had to kiss for 1 minute lmao. French KISS!!!

Cheeky of me but this picture is priceless! Since when can u take a couple kissing publicly other than now when so many other cameras were snapping? lol.

Then of course, cake cutting!!

See, wow, so lovely huh... i wanna be like that too? Maybe... Lol

Anyways, we had photo taking for memory and then i took one of Nick (The groom)'s family

and the rest was of others which i couldnt get the pictures of. There were so many people vying to snap shots sometimes my pictures showed a persons head or butt which explains the little amount of pictures lol. My sister 'mysteriously' disappeared when it was our turn to take pictures so i didnt ask them to take th pic since it was incomplete. *sighs*

Ok, I caught my uncles playing with sparklers.

That's ok? Well, they were singing this 'song' from One More Chance

Lang jia ham ah lang jia ham ah
Lang pang sai Lang pang Sai
Ham jia sai ah ham jia sai ah
Lang jia ham Lang jia ham.

lol. I dun see how sparklers have gotta do with that cockles song lol.

Anyways, I caught my younger brother, another childish one playing with balloons!!

HAha, but it was fun watching him play. lol .He looked so dumb.

Then we finally caught my sis and we took the picture!

Then we went home after awhile. Where I am still suffering from my annoying ulcer which I have a need to cut it off right now if i want to speak properly lol.

I called kor when i got home and we chatted then i had to go eat supper with mom so... ya, now im back and blogging and hey, i found the song to put in blog. So, keep ur ears open! Nights!

Sian!!

2005-10-09T20:01:00.000+08:00
Wow... *urhum* how many days has it been? I think just a few but it seems so long ago... Let's see now... i do have one or two pictures to show hehe... and I think it's quite cute.. :) both of them are randomly taken cos i was bored...

This was taken at a basketball court. Just make a quick guess what this is... lol u'd never guess... lol give u a clue now... it can be put anywhere, even in your home. It looks like a moon through a fence but you can put it in your home. It may be a moon through a fence because it can be put it your home too.... but i assure you its nothing too hard if you think deep. lol really really think deep. Haha. ill give u the answer right at the bottom.

Ok,. anyways, im like so bored. So just two days ago, Kor was carrying my school bag home for me lol for the second time I saw him carrying a bag cos his shoulders are usually empty. Anyways, i took a picture of it down lol.

Although I seriously can't remember at all how come I was out till so late with a school bag... lol. But ya, it's just happening... Hmm... oh yes! Now i remember oh silly billy.. see... I was cooking for my bro that day and erm... kinda sucks i forgot my pictures... but it's ok anywyas, I cooked corn soup, onion eggs, boiled cabbages, rice and sausages and florence cooked two other weird vegetable dishes which I didn't know of... only one did look like an asparagus. Ill go find out the name of the other vegetable. And kor [ps: Listen] CHOKED down my food and slurped down florence's dishes... ok can you guess what was my cooking like?

Anyways, I say it's because florence accidently knocked my corns into a basin full of dirty water from dunno when lol. All i know is it was dirty and 3 colors away from black lol. But trust me its from from the truth... lol. I myself had chopped the corn into the dirty water myself. So the soup was dirty lmao. but hey, we washed the corn. I wanted to use soap but florence said no so i was like oh well..

Anyways, the next day, I cooked for kor lunch when I woke up again. He played games and watched tv with my lil bro as I cooked with my mom and got the food ready for him. I cooked 2 out of the three dishes and he said they were nice lol. So, it shows how well I can cook lol. Actually my mom prepared the food but I cooked. Wether or not it counts as I cooked, It's all up to you guys... lol.

Hmm... O levels are just round the corner. Everywhere you go, you see students in macdonalds, kfc, burgur king, long john silvers and voide decks, studying. Students stay back in school to study study study.
Even I myself do stay back and study. lol. Well, except for on friday because... Hehe. Kor was coming out so I definitely wont stay back and not see him. Lol. So I went home and cooked for him. I followed him to the basketball court after eating and brought some work there to do. See, at least I do study. It's jsut that my room is too distracting with a computer, a tv, playstation 2 and such a huge bed, i can't help it. So, a basketball court will do. Since im not tempted to play and i can lie down on the court and do my work.

Anyways, I saw Charmaine online today and I got her blog address from her so I'll be like adding her into my blog. lol. I need to find someplace to put the dolls because they take up alot of space and that is no good. It takes along time to load the pictures and all and people arent happy... lol. So, Im gonna have to move my pictures somewhere soon, altogether. By getting microsoft frontpage, i can do it. Yes... ok then... that's that for now lol. Hmm.. im bored. Well, guess its time to get the pictures moving. Btw, I jsut wanna say, No fair. Kor wont dynasty warriors 4 and completed it before me. *cries* lol Bye!

Dolls overtake

2005-10-06T21:29:00.000+08:00
Alright, hmm... see, 5 dolls up already. I had great trouble with the rachelle doll because her boobs looked oddly out of shape and I had to reshape it lol. It's not perverted stuff here but art ok? These dolls have been created in accordance to true life people I have known. They are shaped according to what they look like though their hair colours are different because I wanted to try an anime style look =) Rachelle's hair is exaggerated though. But because I thought she would look better with that hair. Well, I guess i'll leave it to you guys to be the judge! =D

Wow... Coaching wasn't as bad as I thought. In fact, I was hoping coaching would be longer lol but nah.. it's good it ended early. I stayed in school and continued studying for about 2 hours though... I will continue studying tomorrow, duh. Soon, I shall have the knowledge within my grasp. But, the weird thing is... I could answer most of the questions during coaching but I could do none during the preliminary examinations. Stress? I'm not sure but I haven't been able to answer exam questions without forgetting anything. *sighs*

Today is Mara's Birthday! Hehe! Happy Birthday Mara! *Huggles* hmm.. maybe I should just do a Mara doll in commemoration of this beautiful day where she was born into this world 17 years ago. =) I will have to find a good base to suit her skin tone and such... =) Hmm... I think will have to start searching soon if I wish to get it done. And also, a purple out fit for her as I know she loves Purple. :)

Ok, So, Not alot of things to talk about today. I know I was supposed to meet Eddie today but somehow a turn of events and we couldn't meet up. Gary and I had dinner today! Whoo!! I think I will make him a doll too! Based on his clothings today. A purple shirt with the words Gope and a army sorta pants. =)
Hmm... had KFC with him.. he ate a 2 piece chicken meal and I had a shrooms burgur meal duh... OH yes, not to forget he was wearing a silver watch on his left hand.

After that, we went to the vcd shop and browsed through some shows and he saw one about 4 girls which costs $13 but I advised him to get it after the 'O' levels and study now. =)

OH yes, how could I forget! After my studying I was on my way home when I saw Mrs. Tan! My former Chemistry teacher who had transferred to another school! Imagine how happy I was. I really liked her as a teacher. True I gave her quite a hard time but I still love her all the same. Anyways, she said I can call her anytime seeing that I have her number so I will call her the day I do my Chemistry paper to tell her how it is and after I get my results.

Ok, I think I'll go now. cheerio!

Just reached home

2005-10-05T13:57:00.000+08:00
Ok firstly, to show you guys something I missed out on yesterday lol. Erm.. there.

What a sweet moment LMAO! These guys damn joker man... Just to let you guys know, this will go under the birthday section of the photo album =)

Ok, today was a real tiring day for me. I believe for the whole school it has because we have finally finished reviewing ALL of our papers... Whew... today we reviewed our Physics practical paper where I almost flunked. Just half a mark over the passing line. Lol. Scary...

Then we did our FNN paper where I scored 461/2 for the paper. Then I argued for marks then received a plus 2 so now I have 481/2 hehe.. but i still failed. However, When I added in my coursework and all i passed and got 61.

Watching Ms Chan give out the papers really freaks me out...

Anyways, I then went to look for Ashwini who was sitting at the end of the class as she was one of the Birthday girl who was supposed to be with us at Fish and Co yesterday. She was smiling away.. Great! It means she was feeling better. lol. Then after that, she broke Mara's umbrella. LMAO! Really too much energy now? Anyways, I took the pieces home but chose not to take a picture of it cos... i'm gonna do something to it which is gonna be secret. lol.

Well, was gonna study with Usagi today but realised that she would be studying with a group of smokers so I didn't wanna go. I just hope Usagi won't touch the cigerattes lol. But She has assured me they are light smokers and are not bad people but I just feel weird among them so I didn't go. So study plan foiled... Might just go to sleep after finishing my English Comprehension.. *sighs* alright then... I think I'm gonna go now...

PS: I'm still working on getting a good songs uploader for this blog so anyone with details can just tag me or msn me. IF you know my address ;-)

Ashwini's smile

Anyways, there was a reason too personal to speak of here that stopped her from going all I can say is she was tired... =)

BJ Birthday

2005-10-04T22:15:00.000+08:00
Today was one of the saddest days before it turned out right at night. lol. I was so silly to be sad all day. haha. I mean i messaged kor like 4 times and never received a message back. In the end, he called me at night and when I asked him, he told me he messaged me 5 times and asked me to restart my phone and yea, it was untrue. Lol only because it wasn't 5 but 8 times. lol. So... Hmm... i cheered up knowing he wasn't ignoring me.

So, anyways, I just saw on FIRST magazine that the man, Dick Cook ( lol funny name) president of Pixar or something like that. A big shot lol that's all I know is saying that we can all expect Toy Story 3 somehwere in year 2008. You know, I can't wait but that's why I hate these people. They have to make me anticipate for 3 years or make that 2 years. Stupid...

And Marvel Enterprise which has changed it's name to Marvel Entertainment has selected 10 Marvel Characters to turn their stories into films. Now i'm not saying that it's bad but all will be under Paramount Pictures but no longer the ones selected by Hollywood. Marvel WANTS to CHOOSE their OWN characters to film. Cool huh? Well, true but they selected the lame characters? Of all I know, I only recognize Captain America! LMAO! And a vague memory of Dr Strange.

So it goes in this order:
1. Captain America (Ok, quite cool)
2. The Avengers (Sort of like the punisher?)
3. Nick Fury, Agent of S.H.I.E.L.D (Lame)
4. Black Panther (Whats that? and they claim he is a long timer)
5. Ant-Man Can this get any lamer?)
6. Hawkeye (Formerly from the avengers.. hmm...)
7. Dr Strange (Dun really remember him.)
8. Cloak and Dagger (lame)
9. Power Pack (Sibling super heroes? Ugh..)
10. Shang-Chi (Marvel's first Kung Fu superhero)

Yea, There. Anyways, can't they just film captain planet....

Ok, onto today's fun filled activities. lol. Let's see.. let's start from the boring old paper reviews... Hmm.. Well, the AVT went black out lol. Wanted to take a picture but the lights came on just 5 minutes later. By then, it was too late. Well, erm.. anything else? I got punished by Mrs Tan Siew Leng, the mother tongue- HOD and I still like her because I believe whatever she does is right. But why must BJ say she sucks!? lol well, if only he would just try to like her. She is real nice. I was told to stay back for an extra hour after the mt paper review. Well, Xiang Jian stayed and accompanied me. So nice of him. I did maths worksheet corrections for an hour then left. hehe snapped a shot of him while he was walking with me.

See, wahaha... wish I have a digital cam so I can take more pictures... hmm... clearer ones...

Well, then of course I went home to bath and go out cos it's BJ and Mara's birthday celebration! Lol. Mara is such a sweet girl... =) anyways, we met at 4.40pm at Tampines Mall Macdonalds. On the way there, can you believe it, i took a picture of Xiang Jian and Jeremiah

slanted. Sorry..

And stepped right into a puddle of muddy water and my jeans ended up like..

Real uncomfy...

I went to the toilet to dry off. Then we headed off to Fish and Co at the basement. Of which, Rachelle a.k.a Bai He and Jasmine Da Jie whome i met and spoke to for the first day today was not there yet. Audrey a.k.a Furong was there to take us to the restaurant.

Of course, pictures were not to be spared...hehe. After that, Jasmine Da Jie and Rachelle came. LOL Dun ask why I call her Jasmine Da Jie.

Jasmine(Right) and Audrey(Left)

Boon juay and Rachelle

Boon Juay

OMG, Jeremiah and BJ so gay man... can you see the fry inbetween their teeth? lol

Me and Jasmine Da Jie. I look ugly...

Mara the girl fo the day and Audrey

Me and Audrey. I still look ugly.

Me and Rachelle. Well, needless to say still ugly..

Rachelle and Jasmine Da Jie

And of course, our food! lol

Haha. 3 Fish and chips and 1 seafood platter and 1 sweet and sour fish.

After dinner, they excluding jasmine and Xiang Jian went off. I went to shop to help out awhile and Xiang Jian went home. That's when I went home to sleep and then received Kor's call and all the misunderstanding was cleared :D

Well, just a question now. Has anyone ever seen this bus?

Lol. I think its real cute. Don't you?

Outing With Yuka Movie Goal

2005-10-04T00:15:00.000+08:00
Today was a tiring and happy and sad day for me. Hmm how shall I put it? Well, as usual, let's start from the beginning. Firstly, I just wanna say my internet browser is not shutting down anymore.

Ok. this morning I woke up. Then, smsed kor, thinking he was ignoring me. Lol. Ok I know i'm a little paranoid... then, he messaged me at 7:54am telling me not to be angry. That he had fallen asleep last night. Haha. Funny... but, I feel that it's really he is ignoring me.

Anyways, I skipped my mother tongue prelim paper review and well, got a call from Audrey and was told to see the MT HOD in the morning tomorrow or the consequences would be *gasps screams shrieks* whatever you can even think of...

Then, anyways, I ignored the bad thoughts and continued taking neo print at Bugis the pretty in tokyo. Saw a few guys in there or I wouldnt even think about entering that pinkish horror lol. Anyways, Boon Juay, Florence and Yuka were with me. Then after taking the neo prints, we decided to head straight to Great World City. Lol. I forgot to mention that I had 4 free tickets to watch Goal! at GV Grand. Hehe so I invited them along. Then, we took a train to orchard in order to take the free shuttle bus to Great World City hehe. When we got there, BJ noticced Yuka's phone and wow, it seems like cool and.. lol it's a japanese model. Called Foma. Lol I think that's the company.

Blue thingy...

Then I was asking her stuff about the phone and all.. Then, we decided to hop on the cab cos Florence thought that the shuttle bus would come too late and that we were hungry so we hopped on the cab where I thought that I couldnt show you guys my neoprint pictures without a scanner lol. Too bad. So, I took a photo of me and Yuka so you guys could at least see Yuka.

See, Pretty eh?

Then when we reached Great World City. BTW, on our way to Great World City, the shuttle bus passed by us just 1 minute after we got on the cab. LOL. We walked into Delifrance to eat but then the prices there chased us out lol. We ended up eating KFC and watching the counter crew who was a boy flirt with BJ lol. Gayness... Lmao. He was like acting cute for BJ but when Florence bought her food, he was all normal. I was just skeptical. Lmao. Florence had root beer and I had coke so we got messed up cos they were...

Same colour!! Then I noticed the little foam on the root beer. Hehe... smarty me. Can you see the white foam on the other cup? That's the root beer.. Anyways, Yuka started teaching us a little Japanese. I know of one which sounds like "Anatano Oshidiwa, Oki" Which means... Not gonna say lol. Secret. Lmao. Then We all adopted Japanese names. Lmao. Of course mine you guys already know seeing that it's printed at the bottom of this blog. Enut which is correctly spelled as 'Inu' But I prefer Enut lol. Then Florence's is 'Usagi' whcih means cute or something like that. And I think BJ is 'Brotak' or something liek that. Will update you guys. hehe.

Well, I collected my free tickets from my auntie's friend, called Chitra and I think we messed up on the location to meet up cos I was at GV when she asked me where I was and then she passed me the tickets after awhile. Then we went in. Hehe. The show was good. Sort of reflected a little about somethings I know. Halfway through the show Kor called me and asked me if I was free to chat. But I told him I was busy with a movie and told him I would call him back. Then proceeded with the show. When the show ended, It was about 9.20pm. We caught the shuttle bus back to orchard then took a train back home wehre Yuka left us at the station to take a bus and on our way back, I had a good laugh at the lady who Florence pointed out.

She had the funniest hairdo and I just thought I would steal a picture of her. I know it's mean and rude but I really wanted to show her to you. I'm not saying it's alright but.. IM SORRY!! BUT I took it already what's the point?

There, laugh if you want but don't get angry.

Anyways, I felt really bad about taking her picture and thought it was mighty obvious she knew i snapped her shot so I pretended to take a few other shots around the train which really attracted other people's attention where they were seeing what I was snapping away at. lol.

I took this by accident. Lol you can see me in it. "HI!!!" But it looks like I merged images with a computer but no. It's all in the reflection. lol. The little girl hugged by her sister or mom is real close to the lady i feel. Cute. !^-^!

Then I just took a picture of Florence and BJ. They declined my kind offer at first but I said its for the blog and took it lol. It came out alright. Quite candid. =)

There.

Ok, anyways, I'm home now...

Real tired. Still wondering if Kor is mad at me which Eddie says no. So... *prays to god* ok. Now to wait for Eddie to call back cos he is on the line with someone else now... Hmm...hm...hm... Ok. Bye!

Ps: I seriously am paranoid am I not? I don't thinl/hope he is angry. *Prays more*

Late night doll search

2005-10-03T01:08:00.000+08:00
Alright! I finally caught Oreo online. Haha. Will be meeting him perhaps this coming wednesday to catch the FF:AC OMG! Seems so cool... =D Ok I feel so stupid retyping all these all over again. I mean I actually was about to finish blogging and then it shut off my screen just like that.. weird... AND ANNOYING!

Anyways, as I was saying before I was rudely stopped by my computer, I found a nice song to put into this blog cos... I think its the kind of teen flick soundtrack meaning the kind of pop songs which you find in teenager movies featured in high schools. Lol. Ok i'm so worried they will shut off the window again cos it just shut off one of my window!!!

Ok, better stop here before it gets shut off too. Bye!

Hum..Tired

2005-10-02T15:47:00.000+08:00
Hey! I'm so tired today but... sorta perked up when I saw Oreo's tag lol. OMG! I hope he really means I can go over and watch it man... I so wanna see what FFVII: AC looks like. I saw a little of it in Century Square at a gamestore yesterday and I thought it would be nice... Right? AHH!!! Wonder if it's Japanese or English... OMG!!!

Anyways, I get really sad if I don't see XeirOin** on the online list of my MSN under the friends section cos... that would mean OREO is not online!! I want to talk to him!!!!!!!! Pfft... Sorry bout the last two ** cos that would mean I would be revealing his msn addy and you can start adding him right? Haha. he too shuai la... so must protect identity...

Anyways, I'm still in the process of deciding on what song to use in this really quiet blog not quite as in empty but it lacks music... Hmm... First Lady's Missing You. Anyone thinks its a good bet? Lol. You know how I learned of First Lady? Audry let me hear her Never Be Replaced and I fell in love instantly with that song. lol.

Speaking of Audrey, hey! You came to my blog... but where is the error? I don't see anything wor... hmm... weird... Anywyas, just wanna wish you super good luck for your O's cos you'll need it. lol no way! Your gonna make it and get to a good poly of your choice taking the course of your choice, getting a job of your choice, a husband of your choice, a child of generosity, happiness and cleverness and a great family lifestyle where you will live to 100 years old and so will your family for generations to come by because you are just such a nice person who has been nice to me. I used to think you don't like me but now I feel you don't dislike me. I guess things I do upset you so you were unhappy. But wether you dislike me or not now, I know I won't dislike you. =D

Anyways, I just learned that a friend of mine who is on Hex is actually from Singapore!! Wowee!! Anyways, the signup for Hex is currently closed so i'm not providing a link for that. hehe... Wow... I seriously live in heaven. *admires room* tHat was random lol.

This morning, Han Wei cooked noodles, and eggs for me and Kor. Lol. Ok yesterday night was squeezy... Eddie was sleeping on the floor and me and Kor and Hanwei were all squashed up like Sardines on my bed which allows 2. Could have been less squeezy if the two 20 year old BOYS slept with their legs closed. lol. But no. They were sleeping spread eagle =P

Then OF course now they have gone off to play Basket Ball so... Hehe I'm all alone.. Don't mistaken me.. I don't mind being alone. It gives me time to work on my things before tomorrow's torture starts... =P I'm worried about the last day of the review cos the principal would be giving us a 'short' address which lasts for half an hour. Oh yea, forgot to mention a minute to the principal = 3 minutes. He is talkative lol. But rather nice... I hate to admit but true...

Anyways, I have plans for my future already... a real sad decision. It all depends on the outcome of my results at the end of the year.

I get to aussie in march to visit my dad after working from january to february. I won't be going to genting after all in December causes Kor can't go. Pity.... Anyways, when I get back in the late/early march to get my 'o' level results, I will see what the results will be.

Outcome 1:
If I 'fail' meaning cant get to poly and have to retain, I'm flying right back to australia, get a job as a harvester there which is the lowest paying job in aussie and earn about AUS$7 an hour which is approx. SGD$10 and that's considered alot! lol. Then as I work, I'll go study part time as a student and take a bartender course or someother job course. Then I leave my harvester job then continue on to work as a bartender or whatever course i took while pursuing my education in Aussie and of course I will work near where my dad lives. Then, soon I just get my PR and live there for as long as I can... I mean in Singapore, I can't really get rich can I? If I retain, I waste time too.

Outcome 2:
I quit school/study private and then go join the Jockey industry and start riding a horse and hey, it'd help alot cos I got the size and also, it's a real high paying job.

Outcome 3:
I pass and then I work for 2 more months and I fly to Mongolia for a little horse riding around the country experience and then finally, back to Singapore to continue my Poly Life. =D And that's all!

Anywyas, I'm still trying to figure out RM2K3 cos... Well, you'll see... show you guys some day. =D

Pst, OREO GET ON AND TELL ME WHEN I CAN GO OVER!!

Work for mom 1st day

2005-10-02T00:14:00.000+08:00
Today was a real new day for me. I woke up at 9. Guo Xiang left for the interchange and I continued sleeping all the way to 9.50am then woke up and took a bath and replied a sms to Mr Chia or should I call him Stephanos? Erm... That's his name I should start calling him that seeing that i'm no longer his student but out of respect, hmm... ok. His wife and him were together and yesterday was their wedding anniversary. Hehe... Her pregnancy is getting more and more obvious! I'm so happy for them!

Anyways, we had breakfast at Ya Kun Kaya Shop this morning. Hmm.. but I really can't finish the bread. The coffee was good. But the egg... I finished it. All the comment I can give lol.

After that, I left for work with my sis. But, listen to this, at a LADIES WEAR SHOP. Lol imagina the emberrassment for me as I 'serve' the female customers who look at me with the kind of 'is he gay' eyes. lol. I ended up sitting at the bag tagging prices till my mom came and I left for home where Wilson called me and we chatted till I fell asleep. LOL. So tired and woke up at 8pm when I planned to cook rice for Kor and Eddie at 4.30pm lmao. I thought I would wake up at 6 but too bad...

Then I went off to buy eggs cos we had 1 left. Ended up, i brought my wrong wallet down and went back home to get my right wallet and went down again to get the eggs. LMAO. Emberrassing... I even asked the uncle how much was the eggs. lol. Then I cooked sausages, ketchup sausages, eggs, cabbage and 2 cans of spiced pork cubes. Lol. It's quite nice really. Kor and Pei Pei said it was all good.. but Han Wei was criticizing only lor... ^_-;

But it was all ok. Then I felt really guilty I couldn't follow Han Wei to eat Roti Prata but I had no choice... then he came back woohoo... Anyways, I cooked noodles for Kor to eat. Mwell... Call it lame but I called "Long Juan Mian" Cos My zodiac sign is Dragon and I spun the noodles as I cooked it. Lol.

Ok, Han Wei, Kor and Pei Pei are already here SO, I'm gonna leave now... Bye Bye!

EL Prelims Review

2005-10-01T02:20:00.000+08:00
Today was real... boring? Hmm... I think it was ok at least after the maths and english paper review which took off my entire morning. I even have like... 2 more mt paper review where everyone gets to go home and i have to WAIT!!! I think i'll just skip them.

See how boring it is?

Well, after 10 minutes i turned round to look at the second last row and saw...

LMAO!!! That's just how alert we can get...

Anyways, Tianshun's face was totally black today. At least i think it was... I was merely helping Boon Juay to reply to his meaningless smses and he got angry. And he said he will change? Said he has repented? Well, kiss my candy butt. I DON'T think you have changed at all. Grow up... He doesn't want to talk to you cos your annoying him. I ALREADY TOLD YOU THAT! Can't you just listen to my advice? Sheesh... I wanna help you and get you into deep soup at the same time so be nice before i start getting you into deep soup with him...

Lol that was no empty threat.

Went to the coffeeshop with kor, florence, guo xiang, seeho, zulaiha just now...

It's really been some time since we sat down and chatted. I laughed real hard. Especially since I saw this lady with lion like hair. LMAO! I just couldn't stop but i swear i tried to but any mention of hair and lion sent my into hysterics once more. lol

They found out i'm afraid of freezing stuff thanks to kor.

So, this ice cube rested on the green tea can is my enemy. Lol. Can you see it? it's shiny up there...

Hmm... after that, we left and me and kor went to someplace quiet to sit down and chat while we wait for kerk peng. Well, I did a real 'cute' thing and called his name then took a picture. Result?

PRICELESS

Lol. Don't you think he looks funny? Well, I do.

Then we chatted with Guo Xiang, and Kerk Peng and they were taunting me cos i was talking about hair. (?) Don't get it? Good... lol.

But they;re at my place now so... ya, that's about how much i'm gonna write today. Good Bye!

Pei Pei House to pg

2005-09-29T18:45:00.000+08:00
Wow! Today was real tiring... took the science paper 1 for my prelims and erm... i think i can safely say I pass.. but it wont be a real good pass. I think i'll pass though.. Then, I didn't bring my calculator again! Just like for the Geography paper. I had to lend it from Rachelle during the exam. Major Sweatie there cos Mr. Aw was walking around and I had only 5 seconds before he starts turning around and just before he turned, i slipped the calculator back onto Rachelle's table and turned back in front. Wheew!!

Well, after that, I met Eddie outside my school at the coffeeshop and Shaari somehow disappeared?? (?) I don't know where the hell he went. I wanted to have breakfast with him... -_-; Then Boon Juay also ran away? WTF!! How can this be? Haha. Well, I ended up going to Pei Pei's house which was my initial plan but without the breakfast hehe (" ,)

Well, I met his doggie for the first time, Bobbby!

Don't you think he is just so adorable?

Here's more.

And in case none of you have seen Pei Pei,

Woow! See... so nice... haha.

After that, I went home and ya, played for awhile with the PS2 then BJ came over, btw, did I mention, we went for breakfast! At about 11. Was abit late but I had my lunch at 5pm so I guess I'll skip lunch. Hehe. So, anyways, I actually received an sms from Tian Shun!! OMG! I mean we are like enemies now. And he smsed me asking me to forgive him yet I called him and scolded him. After sometime, he got real mad and he hung up on my call. Hmm... Too bad. But I called him right back and he hung up again! And I called him right back. Want to know why? Hehe... I can't stand having someone hang my call like that. But then we sorta sorted out our problems but I doubt we can ever be friends again cos he is just too much for me to handle. That's it then.

After that, BJ and Jeremiah asked me out and we went to the playground which looks quite or VERY Ridiculus...

If you can't tell what it is, I'd say... it's a shoe. LOL.

The favorite part i like about the playground is..

This ladder. It's got a nice view. in a sort of amatuer artistic way. Though this staircase here is completely negligible. Lol. We climbed up through the windows and laces.

Boon Juay

And Jeremiah

With a ball cos we were playing poison ball after blind mice...

I know, Childish!! LOL Boon Juay's Idea.

Oh, I almost forgot the owner of the ball, Bernard. Lol. He is 10 and we told him we were 12. lol so he played with us. I didnt get a good piccy of him but he looks adorable. !^-^!

See, I told you. I mean I told you you cant see his face clearly.

So, After that, i wanna go home but Boon says to go to another playground. Sheesh. I was tired but I was like Dun wan.... But went in the end. Bleh!!

There, thats the ugly pinkish playground. I think the shoe playground was WAY better... The playground brings back bad memories anyways... hmm...

And Jeremiah disappeared right after that!! Well, we spotted him hiding after that... it's so obvious but see if you can spot him lol.

There. so I got home and now i'm waiting for my kor's phone call to say he got home and wether can meet me or not. Hehe. So, happy waiting for me and till then, Tata!

Wowee! So much to say!

2005-09-26T16:25:00.000+08:00
Ok, firstly, to say sorry for the long inactivity. Hehe... I finished the entire Fushigi Yuugi show that Eddie lent me. Cool show, I recommend everyone watch it ya?

So.. Yesterday I was talking to Eric after quite some time. Lol it was fun! I mean we had real fun or I did have fun talking to him cos it's like i was disturbing him most of the time lol. Not a real serious conversation but one where I crap about lol. I mean I always crap about lol.

So, anyways, I would like all of you to just study this picture real carefully.

Ok. Ok! Before you hit me, just look will ya? Do you see anything? Well, there is something there. Just give me tag on what you see when you have ok? It's quite hard to see but hope you can spot it. Hehe..

Basketball Time!

He shoots, he dunks! Alright! The star players of this theme

KOR!

EDDIE!

SERN!

BER! Though he is in the background lmao.

I ended up taking care of this but i noticed a little something in on a ball. lol its./..

A guys name?

I wanna put my name on the ball too... :D

Anyways, well, where was I after the basketball? I don't really know but then ya, tried a little friendster bulletin chain mail and yea, i would dare say and believe that it is a miracle that it actually happened... ok forget it. Gonna enjoy a little show now. lol. Good days to you then!

Confused

2005-09-22T01:35:00.000+08:00
Hmm... i am kind of confused today ya? I dunno why but... how come i cant trust anyone? You know i cant trust anyone at all except for my kor and eddie. And some other people i know but you know why it feels as though i cant trust ANYONE? Because i cant trust my sister and my mother and my littl brother. The only one i can truly trust is eddie and my elder brother. Like its sad right?

I mean im not mad that she told my secret to eddie and my mother. Eddie already knows but she didnt know. My mom now knows and i dunno... i didnt want her to know. Im just very disappointed in her you know? I mean i specifically told her no i dun wan her to tell anyone but she is still doing it. This is not the first time le. I keep telling myself i can trust her de i can! But no! She has to disappoint me over and over again... ok then in that case, fine. I wont bother... Im not gonna trust her again. I promised i wont get angry so ill jsut minimise all amount of conversation with her...

So anyways, flower flower flower. my back looks like a flower cos there are scratch marks cos i keep scratching cos mosquito keeps sucking cos mosquitos suck and they SUCK!

Tml i have geog prelims but i didnt study cos i do have the notes so im not gonna even try ok? i know ill fail comb. humans cos i was late for my social studies and didnt manage to do enough to pass so mt geog is borderline passing so ill def fail. lol. give up...

ok i go play game now. wahaha. funny, eddie was talking to me on msn suddenly he log off and never talk sms him never reply could he be angry? i dunno. never say anything offensive... ok la. :D nights

Jayness!

2005-09-21T17:49:00.000+08:00
Yayness Jayness! Jay visited. I know it cos i know it la... don't need to ask why haha. Quite obvious? Anyways, I'm playing suikoden III and i think that Suikoden I, II was better even though the graphics wasnt as good but hey, Suikoden III is 3-D so the graphics itself is great but the movement is slow and I can't really see the enemy that well cos Borus (a character) is blocking the enemy so i cant really see the amount. The war style as in battling aint as good too.
But I am glad to know that the story is all continuous ya? Real cool... HEE HEE :D

So far, Chris, a Zexen Knight has been ambushed after a treaty with the Karayans and the Lizard clans. The Chischa clan seems very docile to me cos their leader was an old lady with a tudung sort of headwear. Like a prophet ya? And she did agree to the peace treaty. It's the Karayans and the Lizard Clans who ambushed us right after the treaty! Imbeciles. So we escaped but our troops were left behind to fight and they were in an enclosure of Karayans and Lizard clans. So we attacked the Karayans village nearby and to protect their village, released the trapped Zexen knights to defend the village and then we escaped back to the Bronze Castle. After that, we were summoned back to Vinay Del Zexay. So i'm here now and still playing... :D

BTW, I know Lulu will die cos Chris accidently killed him when raiding the Karayan Village. So when I play Hugo's storyline, I will know not to train Lulu much lol.

Well, the game gave me a joke, it's about the Karayans.

"He's a Karayan for Karay-ing out loud."

*ouch* just got bitten by a mosquito!

Physics

2005-09-21T11:10:00.000+08:00
I think ill pass my physics paper. I think it was quite easy i just didnt get some of the questions so hurray for me! lol.

Ok, does anyone know where i can get the ff7 movie? Cos i cant find it anywhere!! It's so irritating! I want to watch it so bad but i cant find it anywhere at all... i tried to dl it but nah... better not and so i think i will go buy it. Tell me where and i will buy for any price! Any at all!

Anyways, happy belated birthday Florence... heeh. May all your wishes wishingly wish come true.

Erm.. kinda engrossed in my game now lol talk later. Byebye.

yCompleted: Seven Samurai 20XX

2005-09-20T17:45:00.000+08:00
I completed Seven Samurai 20xx. Kinda sad ending though... The Seven Samurais, Natoe, Jodie, Kambei, Tatsuma, Rojie, Eight and Cue. These Seven warriors, Seven Samurais form the Seven Samurais. The story here is that Humanoids have overun the place and they are trying to attack a village because of a girl, Hinata who has the sacred treasure and it is up to these Seven Samurais to stop them. Hmm... Tatsuma and Eight and Cue dies... I think Jodie died too. Well, eventually peace was restored and Ein was killed. The final boss was Alamsat and ya, he just came outta Ein's body after I defeated him.

Cool game. Must Try

Rating: *****

Huh?

2005-09-20T15:05:00.000+08:00
Ok, Charanya owed me 10 cents for 10 minutes! Yes! So she owed me... hmm...hmm... everyone, remember Charanya owed me something for once for 10 minutes! But, its a first. It'll be longer next time =D

So, anyways, Jeshini, Charanya and Nafisah came over to my place today and they took home loads of original vcds. I lent them. Cool huh? Well, who loves me? Anyways, I just wanted to do a brief introduction on my friends... think I will do just that.... yea... since they are mentioned here in my story, it'll do good for me... =D

Sometime later though... gonna play stolen now. Haha. Anyways, just wanted to talk about this madman who appeared at the busstop on the way to my house. He was like yelling at us and wanted to attack a friend of mine, Jeshini but luckily not. Whew... really whew... lol. Anyways, I'm off to play Seven Samurai or Stolen hmm... I got a new idea for my blog but...oh, we'll see... =D Meeting Eddie later. Bye!

Flunked

2005-09-20T02:03:00.000+08:00
Hmm... It's late now. I just finished the movie Taxi. I watched it the first time but I was not paying attention and I found it real boring but a few months later, I came across the vcd and bought the original copy and hey, the show was good. I liked it. And I think lots of people did too.

Now, I'm just waiting for two other movies to come onto screen, Kung Fu Hustle 2 and Ice Age 2. I know! I KNOW! No one believes me right? Well, we will see... hmm.. I follow up on every single First Magazine so ya, i'm all piped up with the latest movie updates Haha. Well, I just hope that both won't be a disappointment because USUALLY, movies with a 2 behind aint as good as the first one. Example? Bring it on again wasn't as good as Bring it on. Erm... Shrek 2 wasn't as good as Shrek, Cinderella 2 wasn't as good as Cinderella, Jurassic Park 2 wasn't as good as Jurassic Park. Btw, I heard a Jurassic Park 4 IS IN PRODUCTION. Pray on that cos i love these dino movies :D

Anyways, I totally flunked my examinations! Can you believe it? I mean not ALL of my examinations but I did fail my maths I mean I am going to fail them cos firstly, my teacher won't let me get my instrument set which i left in my bag AND, paper 2 was a totally hard one. I think I won't even get a 25 out of the 100. Kill me now.

Kor called me today as in he smsed me so I called him. Coolios huh? Ya la... Hehe I know you all think no big deal but hey, he is my precious Lmao. Ok, I sound totally LOTR and real sick in the head. But like wow, it's late... 2.11am and I'm still not sleeping at all. God BLast me for tomorrow's Social Studies prelim cos im not studying and I am just going to pray that it would come out easy. How's that? Stupid prayers never work anyways lol. [I'm not saying prayers are stupid but I am praying for stupid impossible things].

Ok anyways, gotta wake up quite (VERY) early tomorrow. So, i'm gonna go snooze so... see ya!

Gone all gone

2005-09-18T20:11:00.000+08:00
Can you hear the silence? Perhaps not... But i do. Flo, Yi Zhen, Han Wei, Kor have all gone. They left me... Kor went back to camp. Yi Zhen went home cos she had driving test. Flo left cos she has school tomorrow. Han Wei gotta go back camp at 8:30am in the morning so he left too... Basically, everybody left to continue with their own life but me? I have maths prelim for p1 and p2 tomorrow, both my weakest points and still im online, blogging. For what? Lol. Don't ask me. I just do ok? Haha.

Btw, I want opinions from you guys. Do you think I should get the show Premonition and Infection both possibly Japanese or Korean and I got a special price of $8 for the vcd. Let's not talk about how cheap but on wether it is a good deal or not cos is the show nice? Please please please.... Tell me what you guys thing in my tag box. It's urgent. I told the lady I'd give her the answer real real soon... THANKS!

PS: Click Movie Names to a link to the movie review

Oh wow... Just pulled my hamstrings and injured my knees. Hmm... What can I say now? I just gotta tell you guys that I hate to study and at a time when I enjoy my time with my Kor and even though I have a prelimination examination coming, i could skip it all just to spend time with him. This is pure bliss...

Btw, Something real funny happened that night when Han Wei and all were sleeping over. We were... LOL!! Anyways, its way to emberrasing to say it here but I just wanna let all ya people know it was super funny everyone who were sleeping in my room yesterday night laughed abt it when we told them when they woke up. LOL.

BTW, dont bother asking me or anything like that cos i cant say haha. So, i wont say... anyways, a real good night to you people. May god bless you guys and good luck for those having their prelims tomorrow. Ciao!

Mid-Autmn/Lantern

2005-09-18T05:27:00.000+08:00
Lantern or Mid-Autumn Festival is celebrated by the chinese on the 18th of September. And....

Hell Yeah! I love it don't I? It's like 5.40am in the morning and hell ya don see me sleepin yet. HanWei and Kor are still trashin out on V3 on mah PS2. lol. Flo and Yi Zhen are already snoozing on my Doraemon covered bed. Lol!

Anyways, we went down at the time which was stated in the previous entry and well, first we were just chatting away..

Kor and Han Wei chatting away

And then, we took a little initiative to start the candles rolling. WE climbed to the top of the Pineapple below my house and i passed my kor two lanterns.

Kor wif 2 lanterns

And then we were hopping around and I finally got my very own lantern lol.

I finally got a lantern

Florence said I looked like a kid holding the lantern. Lol. Then we all got the idea to make a huge circle of lighted candles around the entire playground which enticed us and we set to work.

Yi Zhen and Florence lighting aligning candles around playground.

Even Kor helped out!

Kor aligning candles around playground

Kor face glowing in candlelight.

And then we started to light up the candles. We finished half of it and the other half got blown out. Lol. I tried using a flammable gas to light up the damn thing but too bad, it just wouldnt light up so we left, but not before I stole a candle pic.

Candle in the light

It is a significant day in which all chinese will eat mooncakes and carry lanterns under the brightest moon of the year...

Woot! He's Back!

2005-09-18T02:37:00.000+08:00
HE IS BACK!!

Who you ask? HAN WEI!! Is back! Haha! Ohh... he just reached my house and with some biscuits and he got me a really nice keyring... Hmm... though it spells my name the wrong way, it carries loads of meaning from his kind heart. And, this wrong spelling also carries some fond memories of my primary 6 time which i shall not share... hehe.

Here it is!

And now, just finishing this V3 game and then we are going to play with lanterns and celebrate Flo's bdae. Hehe... Well, i knoe its kinda late and 'early' to celebrate at this time but who cares? ha... as long as he is back!

First Meal

2005-09-17T20:28:00.000+08:00
Hmm... let's start this now shall we? Alright! Today was excellent! Kor slept over of course if you followed the previous entry you would know he fell asleep! But, anyways, we woke up at about 2 and played games then we went to buy some food! He promised to cook for me to eat today. Haha.

Anyways, we went to the supermarket for some delicious food first lol.

Kor choosing the fries

And then, after that we got home and heated the oil while i took out the plates. Then, after that, he thawed the frozen chicken franks and nuggets while heating the oil.

Kor adding water to pot to thaw chicken franks and nuggets

After that, we fried the food and miraculously, only one fry was cooked first lol.

First Fry

then we had a chicken frank massacre as we laid all the chicken franks on the chopping board lol.

The Great Chicken Frank Massacre

Then of course we slit the sausages cause according to kor, they cook way faster this way lol. Then he shooed me back into my room to play games as he cooked. Then I went and continued playing Dynasty Warrior :Empires (Refer to the previous entry). Then, he called me out after a few moments and TADAH!!

The Final Product

Well, I understand you may not find it very nice but to me, it was the best meal because according to kor, this meal is the first meal that he has ever cooked for anyone. LOL so of course i was touched. But im not gonna tell him that. >.< Neh!!!!

Hehe... anyways, going to celebrate Florence's birthday later. Hehe... I think im gonna bully everyone into taking me to Pasir Ris Park cos i wanna play with the lanterns lol. Erm.. see how la... im not that mean. lol Just hope they will take me there cos i wanna play lantern, candle and eat mooncake. Hehe... Till then,

Tata!

DW:E

2005-09-17T02:20:00.000+08:00
Hey all, i'm playing Dynasty Warriors:Empires now. I know some of you may say that its a really old game and im just wasting my time playing it or something like that but hey, i'm playing it with my kor! So that's special. Haha.

I had my English Prelim today and guess what, I slept half my paper away and wrote trash for the teacher. Haha. I mean come on, I slept at 5 in the morning and got up at 6:50. Do you think I would be able to hold my head up and do my work? Especially such a monotonous task and the comprehension question was about biological weapons and chemical weapons and all those crap. LOL. If I wanted to sleep, I would have taken sleeping pills. They should set passages like ghosts or cloning or mutations or aliens or some weird animal. I have absolutely no interest in unconventional warfare.

Itchy :mosquito bite: I know that there has been a recent increase in dengue fever mosquitos in my area but, it seems that they are really coming INTO my house to start stinging me. I had to scratch here and there all night. Mind you though, my window has been closed all these while so its either my mom or my sisters fault that they got in. *scratches* or maybe, they just have been breeding in my house? Not sure.

Warning: Contains spoiler of 'One More Chance'
Don't ask me why but I suddenly thought of Sarah. LOL. Sarah, come start bitchin wit me again wont ya? Lol. I miss u... anyways, I just finished a Jack Neo production. The show 'One More Chance'. It was a relatively good show, comparing to recent movies I have watched. Hmm...this one is a little hard to predict. Especially the last part, the erm.. wedding part if no one has watched it, i'm sorry if these little bit spoiled your movie but if you watched it when I say wedding you would know.
End of spoiler of 'One More Chance'

Omg, i just turned round and he has fallen asleep, think kor tired la... ok... thne i better off com too... good nights people. Bye!

Enutx Alone

2005-09-15T03:23:00.000+08:00
Sian... I going to be so sian man... Han Wei go Genting for all the way to Sunday! Wah! Then like throw me all aside la huh... Eddie also got camp cannot come out. Today got outfield... dunno when come back also huhs!? After outfield le oso cannot come back! Sian not u say? But, nevermind... I jsut bear with it can liao...a few more days like that.. all come out le. I happy. Everybody sure happy. My sis happy, my kor happy i happy. Haha, who else not happy? Can go sentosa le. lol

Then I want go Genting also lor...but i got school. I had this evilnessly evil idea that since never go for 3 days le might as well not go for the rest of the days lol. Coolest of the coolio ideas huh? Haha but NO! I must go cos miss 3 days le.

Eddie would say "'O' Level leh boy...",

Kor would say "Again never go school? Orh.. Didi not good ar..."

Florence would say "Again? Haiz... 'O' Level leh...."

Anywyas, many people say many things can le la.. haha. I just moved everything into my room. So now is fully equipped. Got TV, PS2, Com, Aircon, 'Fridge' haiz... what else i need? Haha.

Ok, now gotta help hanwei with the passport then after that they go shop and save buy somethings then after that, they come collect the passport and the image i photocopy for them then they go Genting le... Hmm.. I jealous la...

BTW, I going Genting with Kor end of this year. (most likely, must see kor the family let not) Then next year march i going aussie find my daddy. Haha, dun be jealous dun be jealous... hehe... but i must save my own money to go lor... haiz... see how la... who got job intro me?

New Skin

2005-09-14T19:30:00.000+08:00
Wahoo!! I got a new skin for meh blog... hehe.. i drew it myself with crayons haha. THen upload the pic into the computer tehn i put as my blog skin... hehe. you like no? Sure you do. Why Enut u ask? ASk my brother. cos he everytime call me enut and i wuv him so i use enut haha.

Then poor eddie cannot come out yet la.. but when he comes out, id be so happy. Cos i miss him so... hmm... 1 week never see him le... but ok la...

Let's see.. i didnt go to school on monday, tuesday, wednesday, meaning today la... cos... lazy and sick. So i go see doctor today. Doctor say i stress... haha. Mad la he, i feel so so so happy. :P

Erm... nothing to write today. Past few days also nothing happen.. tben.. ok lor... byebye

Flower me not

2005-09-09T14:44:00.000+08:00
Anyone knows the effects of Yun nam, its really good...

We have:

Before

and...

After

Haha, well, i bought the flower for Jia Xin and My sis also had one.. you can make it a simple guess as to who has the flower. My sister is very violent... actually, forget it. Haha. I jsut wanted to show u guys the flowers..

Anyways, going to an old friends birthday BBQ later... hope its something good... bored, bye!

Ah kor, Ah kor, lei mmu pao hei ngo! Ngo hou Go Heng a! Bye!

ERm..

2005-09-05T22:20:00.000+08:00
Today was tiring. I fell asleep during the cleaning of my house lol. Sort of... I mean i finished but I just lay down to watch tv and dozed off... lol I was supposed to go to my grandma/aunt house but i went to collect my curtains and put them up so... it's impossible to have made it to her house. She lives in boonlay and i live in Tampines so u can imagine, opposite ends of the train ride lol.

Tomorrow morning, i'll follow my sis and eddie to the food fair then after that, ill go to boonlay, mainly to get my charger and to take a quick dip in my aunts pool then at 4.30, ill go meet Kor at jurong east station. If you manage to catch up to my timetable, ill give u a kiss. lol.

The day was a tiring one... I mean my entire work table was filled with papers and crushed papers. IF only i have pictures to show them off. Gosh... I dun have a camera or you would see... I printed 1 piece of paper per 5 minutes and crushed 2 pieces of paper every 20 minutes. Gosh! Can you imagine how messy my table was? Each time i tore a piece of paper, i threw it on the ground next to me... So... it was like the artist kind of table. lol But except all the work was typed out. I typed till my hand was like numb and had a cramp. Lol. I typed 48 pages of work in 6 hours. lol most of it were full pages. Though i had done like 20 pages before hand but i still rushed through 28 pages today.

Exhaustion, leads to fatique. Why do i miss home so much? I think i'm ill...

Yaynes! ForgaVE

2005-09-04T11:41:00.000+08:00
Alright! So now, everything has cleared up. I have my three Golden friends once more!!

My Eyes, My nose and my heart! I once couldn'y see nor hear nor feel when they left me. Then, My heart came back to me. Then, my ears came back to me yesterday. And this morning, my eyes came back to me! Whoopee! Can you feel the love tonight? I mean today? In the morning...

Well, now im kinda bored. lol Nothing for me to worry about... But ill be cleaning my room up today. Heex... Hope you guys can just see my room. Its no longer the ugly mess that you saw today but a great wonder. lol A far fetch from what i had.

Yesterday was a stupid day. My friend, Coco, pulled me to enter in the Star Idol, from channel 8 you know the acting talent competition but... I didn't like the judges and the air was so hot and there was dust due to a nearby construction site and i gave up while queuing but not before i received 2 goody bags! lol

I went to my moms sisters house after that cos... It was afterall, in bishan too and i haven't seen them for sometime so i went over and paid a visit. Oh.. They loaded me with SG$20 and a few bags of chips and i went home. My cousin, Ah Li fetched me. Hehe, Well, i must say i love my moms side of the family. They are always generous and very kind. I had a nice chat there. I would say that my aunts 3 daughters (Thats all they have) are three jewels ina family. All of them have graduated and are cute as hell. Hehe... But i think they are all attached so lay off people!

Eddie is bringing back food for me. So, im gonna go now. Bye!

Swimm!!

2005-09-02T21:16:00.000+08:00
All right!! Another wish of the wishlist fulfilled! Hehe, and guess what? I didn't have much fun there lol. I didnt buy any floats of any kind, or rent. Whatever u call it, buy or rent, u pay! but u dun keep. I just tried the slide once and i played in the wave pool a few times and i ran round the playground pool thing and that was it. LOL. Loads of people there and i could easily spot hooligans among the pool. Not exactly my ideal type of fun theme park.

Why must hooligans exist? You ask why. I ask why. Everybody who isnt a hooligan would ask so... Well, i would just say, hooligans are hooligans due to their family backgrounds and peer pressure. Ask me why im not a hooligan. Well, thats because i tell myself im not a hooligan and i dun do the things they do. Smoking is not cool and drinking really just gives u tumours and a stupid hangover in the mornings...

I had great fun when Kor was staying over... Basically, we watched Initial D which i bought for SG$13. wow, i had only 50 cents left for the next day lol. Guess what Ii ate. Nothing more than 50 cents duh! Except for the curry puffs Jeshini and Nafisah bought for me and the mineral water Audrey and I shared money for.

Back to the topic. We munched through like... SG$9.15 worth of potato chips and a bar of chocolate. LOL and of course some candies which i already had in my house...

The thing is... I'm confused about somethings which happened not so long ago to a friend of mine. Hmm... If someone says that he/she doesent like you, but he/she kisses you, does that mean he/she likes u? Haha, that's weird right? Well, i told Jane it was weird... so, u go ahead and give me ur views. I'll tell Jane. Haha.

Well, I just bought the show Bug Me Not for SG$9 and i'm gonna watch it now. Are original VCDS getting cheaper due to the popularity of DVDs or are Chinese shows always these cheap? Im not sure but... I'm glad it was cheap or i couldnt have been able to afford them. Haha, ok, I'm off! Tata!

Major Depression

2005-08-31T01:13:00.000+08:00
I spoke too soon... how could I have deceived myself with the fact that i was getting better? No! Now everybody seems angry with me. I totally changed myself... I mean in maths EC, i sort of offended rachelle and all those and they kept telling me to keep quiet. I'm sure people always tell me to but why do i feel extremely sad??

I quarreled with eddie. I didn't want it. I'm so sorry eddie, i didnt mean to call u a dog. Its just that... something which happened recently has unscrewed me. I was laughing in ec today to myself. I know what people were thinking but i couldnt stop...

I'm not sure if Kor is angry with me or not but he totally didnt reply my sms. I lost a lot of things and u know what is the worst thing?

I almost fainted at home today! I was walking to my moms room and everything started spinning and whirling and a slow pain came and flooded my head. I couldn't bear the pain. I knew i was fainting so i paused and then it went away after a while. Scary!!

I know my life is short but i dun wish for it to end so soon... I want to see gary and sanjeev, james, eddie, wilson and my family more before i die. Please, just grant me till 20. That's all i need... *sniff* i think im getting paranoid!

I know my biological dad is upset cos he can never get through the house phone to us so i dunno how im gonna explain all that or even pen them down but i guess i have to no matter what... Ever heard of a countdown timer? If you do know of one u can email me and ill time my death online.

Well, two girls in my school were erm... cute. lol they asked me for my autograph. Very emberrassing but nevertheless, i gave, seeing that i was in the library and there was a teacher there and they were so... cute lol. Just give la i thought.... hope nobody thinks much of it. I dun like, i stress dun like to give autographs so please dun ask me when too many people around lol j/k

erm... ok... practical exam wasnt that good... i could say i practically failed? lol I mean i poured chemicals all over my hand till they itched? haha. And i couldnt get my physics graph right. Shit!

Well, look at the time. Teachers day celebration tomorrow. better sleep early, dun wanna be late... Adios people.

ps: Pray that eddie will forgive me and kor is not angry with me and my seng kang friend will just find it in his heart to ask me back. Bur!!!

Mid - Depression

2005-08-29T22:31:00.000+08:00
I'm recovering from my state of shock quite well now, I'm pulling myself together but i can feel the change in me now, the maturity. I believe maturity begins at this period and for me, it's coming on now. But wait, I dun wanna be mature. Blehx... whatever, anyways, askmatt is a good teenage help care site. Its basically a blog but u can talk there, sort of like a dear kelly section but online.

I went there to get a lil help and... ya, it sorta works. It's relatively new. basically i was intro by a friend who knows the owner and he helped me for the day.

Im bored so, just gonna state my points and leave..

1. I'm over sensitive but my sensitivity has been cured and now im sure i know what i want. Thank you all who helped. Good bye!!

lol off to play game.

And to a friend who lives in seng kang, forgive me wont u? i want another chance to be that special one again. haiz...

Sad

2005-08-28T21:08:00.000+08:00
I'm depressed... [No names will be mentioned today]

Who gave me happiness for weeks, shed tears for me, made me feel real comfortable. trusted everything with me and I left him for other friends...

Who gave me happines for weeks, made me laugh, made me feel real comfortable, trusted me with everything and I spaced myself away from him...

Who gave me happines for weeks, made me laugh, made me feel real comfortable, trusted me and gave me a feeling that I was loved, for once not by a girlfriend but a love from a friend I have seldom experience and I broke it all up with my lies...

Has god really given me no choice, I wrecked my life an exact 34 times and I still live... Is it a curse or am I just too stubborn to raise the blade and cut my life lines or raise myself and hit the ground.

To the above mentioned 3, I truly care for u all.. It's just too late to correct all now...

Leng Zai Kor,
ngo hai lei tek sai lou, ngam mm ngam? lei mm yu lei hoi ngo, ngo mm ui lei hoi lei. Hou ma? ngo oi lei, lei hai ngo wai yat yup gor hor yi sun yam tek yan. ngo hai lei tek xiu gao, lei hai ngo tek sor kor, ngo sun yam lei mm ui pao hei ngo, bei ngo hui sei, bei ngo xiong sam. Hei mong nang gao zoi gim dou lei. Byebye.

Lei tek sai lou

Thanks all

2005-08-24T11:17:00.000+08:00
I had a horrible morning today. I woke up having to wake my blasted brother up. Argh!! He is just impossible... I can't stand him once he falls asleep. Really... But, I really cheered up in school cause Ashwini came up to me and just patted my head and was like "Happy Belated birthday" and she gave me my march 12 birthday!! and what's best is that the presents I got were shirts! what I have always wanted! And a pair of Spongebob Squarepants boxers lol. I'll wear them at home only. ^-^;;
Thanks to all who paid for my presents! [[Ashwini, Terence, BJ, Mara, Jeshini, Rachelle, Audrey, Nafisah, Sanjeev, Amalina, Firziana, Hajar, Kimberly, Krystie, Mugilan, Magesh, Syahirah, Leroy, Claris and Khairul.]] Basically, The rose gave and... My family gave! Except for mom and mom's mom. That was 2/3 of the class!! But, still, tHanks all!!!!! *huggles huggies*

Then, i'm like so happy. My kor was like staying at my house last thursday, friday, saturday, sunday and then he sent me to my busstop in the mornign on thursday and monday morning and fetched me from school on thursday, friday and monday afternoon! See, great of him huh? then he will be staying over all the way from thursday again this week! Too many off days! Haha.

Went for a chalet for the past 2 days and it was cool... It was a huge 2 storey bungalow style chalet with 5 rooms and really... a proper dining hall and a proper living room and kitchen and it is basically a true bungalow converted into a chalet for the comfort of lucky people... Wahahaha, (me)

Then this stupid guy in class I really wanna bash him up already... My instincts say go ahead but kor and (him) says no. So since no, then I guess i'll have to hold it in. But if he really continues looking in my direction or even letting me know he is showing signs i exist, I don't care if it is Kor or (him). His face will be my new punching bag. I hate him cos he is a little fucked up pipsqueak. thank you all...

Ok, i'm really supposed to be doing work now so,... byebye!

Sick...

2005-08-09T21:33:00.000+08:00
Hello, haven't updated for some time... Well, Of course... since we have school and all... Today is National Day! Whoopee! You see people having barbecues everywhere and eating nice spicy fried food but im stuck eating congee and bee hoon cos i have lost my voice. It's barely an audible whisper and I have to scream to get that barely audible whisper and that is how I speak. It gets softer and softer by the day and I think i'll lose it real soon... I can no longer sing nor scream.

Give it back to me.. I wanna speak to my dear dear and to my mom and sister and brother and to *mommy *daddy *sister and furong, jing and baihe. I need my speech. I want to speak to my Kor... He is in army camp and sms is boring. I call him and repeat a sentence 3 times to be heard, it is torturous...

Where is the doctor? No, I won't see a doctor... I believe i will get well just like that won't I? Kor bought me something which helps the throat but it ain't helping much but I appreciated it. Thank you...

Furong called me today but I couldn't speak... I could but it was difficult and now I have totally lost my voice... I mean completely... Only an occasional uh and ye can be heard like... "I just want to HElp you..." see, thats all that can be heard.

Ok, so i'll just get a piece of paper and write down all I want to say or type it in my phone. This has put a setback in my study plans for the 'O' levels so i shall have to rest well till then. I must get well and continue my studies...

I will be staying over at *ma's house next month. Yipee! I go stay and play with my bro and sis. Then maybe going out watch movie or play game la... haha. Cos it's *ma's birthday next month so she go overseas i go over and stay at her house and play with my bro and sis. Wahahaha!! So cool right? I hope i get my voice back then can play Tekken 5 with them again. This time must wear helmet. Wahha!! Ok, better go rest. Anyways, my mom buying yimee for me to eat so i go rerst first... adios peeps... Eddie and Kor JRocks.

In School

2005-08-03T13:08:00.000+08:00
Wow... I'm in school now and guess what's the worst news? Well, i left my medicine home and the gastric is kicking in and i'm dying in pain. PLUS, I got this stupid maths exam later! Can you believe my luck? Im luck stranded here and with no way of getting home. I mean if I do get home, I wont get to take my exam which is important, shit. Well, just whining away.. Bye bye haha

Anger and Pain Part 2

2005-08-01T23:18:00.000+08:00
That is it, I mean... I can't believe this happened! Oh wow, I really can't... I can't I can't I can't! I trusted him... I mean.. does trust lead to all that stupid stuff which is revolving around my life now? He took my out of gloominess to bring me out in the sun only to cast me back into the gloom without a backward glance. Is that what friendship is all about? I can't believe it if it is cos friendship has always been about trust and support. He gave me support and trusted me (i think) and I gave him support(I think) and I trusted him! I did! He always said "Do you think i'm that kind of a person?" And i believe him but look where it's brought me now....

Well, I saw a doctor today. He said it's the bad food I ate today and it's causing indigestion in me and he wrote some words on my MC which i cant read. Haha, but im pretty sure its something which means 'Indigestion' one way or another =P

I'm super in no mood to talk except... showing you something now... I have a golden ticket too! (From Charlie and the Chocolate Factory)

ok now dun ask me how i got it... good night bb

Pains and Anger Part1

2005-08-01T07:58:00.000+08:00
Ok, this is early in the morning but i just came home from on my way to school. It ain't truancy but i'm really sick. Can you believe it? Mild food poisoning for 2 days and today the third and i'm still getting aches?? Well, I didn't puke and neither did I end up in a hospital. I had diarrhoea and nausea and pains. Well, i'll never eat there again.

So basically I skipped school today to rest and had a quarrel with my mom who simply refused to pick me up from school if I felt worse and so, I had no choice but to stay home if I don't wish to be stuck in school with no way to get home and rest. Also, I have real bad diarroea which comes real quickly and goes real quickly (eww) so it's like if I go to school, my handbook will be full of signatures. =P

In order to rest (I can feel the pain coming again >.<) in peace this morning, I had absolutely no choice but to message BJ (Argh! Can u imagine my anger towards him? Long story and he might know why im angry if i post it here so... forget it) and ask him if he could help me inform the teacher of my dreadful problem and also, ask her not to call my house cause i'm basically alone in the house with an old and white dog and he cant answer calls. So, i'm gonna live that to.... no one to answer if she calls cause I need lots and lots of undisturbed rest.

I played basketball with James and Eddie that day and the previous day... basically, I spent my weekends shooting baskets. But my xenophobia has disallowed me to play in large groups so im gonna just stay aside and play small scale. It was like we played with 5 strangers and it was 4 against 5 like we were outnumbered and all i could do was stand there and shoot baskets when my time came since I was so afraid of the people there. LMAO! Laugh at me if you wish, sheesh...

Ok, (I can feel it coming now.. URGH!>.<) I think it is time for me to rest without any disturbance of any sort. I will now return to my humble bed after shutting the dog up cos its whining. Good day to you guys, btw, from the day term started, the only mondays i've been to school was first day of school and another monday like 3 weeks after that so its been many mondays where i never go school so i hope the teachers truly believe im sick. Cos my stomache has always been weak, i gotta be extremely careful in whatever I eat.

Ok then, byebye, im leaving now.. truly this time. Wait!!! I just remembered something, im pissed with my sis too so... ya, i think ill touch on that later. I really need rest. Byebye

New song

2005-07-27T23:12:00.000+08:00
For this new song, I'd say it's changed for Jay os it was his Idea. Thanks!

Hmm... Well, I really think it is a nice song so... I won't mind if I just put it there like forever! Wahaha!! But, I think maybe one day, i MIGHT change... we'll have to see about that.

I went for my job interview late today by like 30minutes! LOL! The supervisor I think was like asking me who asked me here and I didn't know that person so I just kept quiet but he says "You have school huh? Understandable" And he was perfectly friendly! Can you believe it? I read the forms, filled in some information and went for the portfolio taking thing and the photographer was like so happy with me he was like saying "I want models to give me 200% you are giving me 300%", "Beautiful!", "You are good.", "I like working with you. You are experienced!" and I was like wow... so many praises? lol

Then they told me they'd give me a call when the client has chosen *crosses fingers* well, I just hope they like my talents mwahhaha! Lol, as if I have any... hmm... i Can flirt exceptionally well. lol. Joking. I won't flirt ever again. Just bring my Cheryl back to meee....

I want her. I want her X 2 I want her forever and ever and ever and dun leave me again! Bring her back! I don't want anyone else but her. Give me her!!!

*dies*

Sentosa and Habbo

2005-07-24T00:22:00.000+08:00
I haven't laughed so hard in ages, all of them are like so funny! I love going out with them! It's like every 5 minutes I would laugh for ten minutes! Which is so impossible!! But i did it anyways! Wow... and then I told Eddie to hold on i'll go lie down and I fell asleep!! lol How silly of me!

Btw, I think you are like expecting details of the trip huh? But i'll keep this fun memory with me... not going to let it go and lose it. Sorry!

Hmm.. Habbo is open for sg. You can click HERE to gain access to it. It was in the UK and now its for SG. I spent 3 years on the UK version and now i'm on the sg version can you imagine how happy I was? It's free to play but I decided to increase the fun by paying lol. I spent $16. to play haha! I think i Will spend more to play. Anyways, it's 9am now I just woke up and my arms are aching from the swim at sentosa so I'll go now... bye...

Racial Harmony Day1

2005-07-21T19:16:00.000+08:00
Today is Racial Harmony Day! Ok, happy racial harmony day... hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm... We did a journal on our reflections of Racial Harmony Day. I wrote lies of course, wrote things i didn't mean. The day was lousy. But, I loved the photo taking parts. Hehe. Well, of course ill be posting em here so... there ya go!

^^^Me and Mr Aw^^^ (Ugly me duh... never comb hair)

Then of course... one of my favorites!

^^^The 4 Flowers^^^
Left to right: Jing, Furong, Bai He and Kuai

Now for my FAVORITE! A family photo!

^^^Family Photo^^^
Top left to right: Daddy, Sister, Me, Mommy, Doctor
Bottom left to right: Grandpa, Grandma, Granny, Granddad

This is good too.

^^^Mom me and Dad respectively

Whoo... there are more of course but i'm not going to post them anywhere for anyone to see... hehe. no way! lol Ermm...lets just say i hope it will be fun like this for the rest of the year though i see it impossible with the coming "o"levels. Hmm... pity but alright, no choice. Let's just hope we all pass.

Bye!

Big Change

2005-07-19T23:53:00.000+08:00
The first time you entere here, erm... you must be wondering if you entered the wrong blog. But, no. This is the correct blog. I'm changed. From now on, I guess no more loud laughters coming from me... i'm all silent. I guess this one love I have has such a great impact huh? Erm... yes it does.

Today, went for an audition for a job. Hope I get it. Have to go back next week... Rushed off after photo taking today. Hehe. Took the picture with my mom and my dada. =) Im glad. Hope end of the year for the year book, there will be a photo dedicated to just my family so I can miss them... REally. The end is near. I can feel it. But im attatched to my family, i cant bear to leave.

I love my family... Alot. Not just the real one. But also my adopted. I love my mom and dad the most, followed by my sister then my grandparents and doctor. But it doesen't matter where they rank and who I like more. Cos all in all, they are my most loved ones. I can't imagine life without them. I really wish I knew them in sec 1 and we were like a family from there, with us being in the same class all the while. =)

Mommy (Gary):
I remember the first time I saw you was in Sec 4. You were in 404 then... Erm... it was just the first day of school and I had finished my breakfast. I walked to the parade square by going through the porch and saw a new face, you. You just sat there alone and I just felt kinda offended we have a new guy with us. Perhaps not new to others but that was the first time I met you so.. ya, just felt glad you werent in my class. This year is different though... I met you and ya, we got into the same class. Was kinda nervous, having new people in my class. Your nice, i really think you are nice. Erm... You just sorta weren't on real good terms with me though were you? You sorta strongly objected bunking with me at camp? I think you really disliked me then... Well, as time went by we just got to understand each other more and leading us to this point I guess, love ya loads mom....

Daddy (Sanjeev):
It was kinda cool having you in my class. Right? Your just a joker like always. I remember the time you attacked Boon cause he was bullying Tian Shun. That was a real noble thing. I respected you since then, knowing that you have a soft side and a serious side. I will always rememeber your favorite words to me. Words like "You sick child!", "Son, daddy promise you.", "Son, here's your allowance", "Son, don't you think that your daddy is better than your stupid mother?", "Son, I hate you". Although I know you never mean the mean and bad things you say to me cause you always wear that smile of yours. Even though you always ask me if I prefer you or mom and I always say mom, I would say that my decision deep down is you. Not because I dun like mom but because its all ur pet phrases which make me know your there. I almost cried the other day when we were in maths lab and you said "Son, I dont wanna fail" Cos i know if u failed and i were to fail, we cant see each other cos ur over age. And if you pass and i pass, we might not end up in the same school. Right? I really liked bunking with you in the camp. The blinds were damaged thanks to me though.. hehe. Well, do keep in touch. I really thank you for all the help with the bully and all alright dad? Love ya loads!

Sister (Jeshini):
Hmm.. this one is easy. I saw her first in secondary 2. She was like real small and loud. Evil too I guess, I had a strong dislike for her because of her behaviour. Then when she dropped to n/a the way i did, we were in the same class and we spoke. well sister, I was glad. You were talking to me and you asked me to sit next to you cause you knew no one. I was ok with that cause I knew no one too. You left me after meeting some of the girls though... your so mean... nah... your nice, small and cute. Then it's just the times where we drift apart huh? Then we went to camp and did that play where you were my sister and yea, the family was in it. You, me, daddy, mom, granny and doctor. Hehe... guess we are together now... :D Though mom upgraded from nurse to mom and granny from mom to nurse. I hope that wasn't confusing.... Well, I really hope seeing you get married at this height lol erm... sorry... Just joking. Well, i know i'll miss you too. Love you...

Doctor (Leroy):
Hey leroy, two of us huh? Die hard HP fans. Well, this is my family doctor who always diagnoses us with one thing. "This is the sickest family I ever saw" lol well, that can be true, with a male mom and a dad who keeps calling his son sick lol. Erm... yeppers. Well, I enjoyed reading the stories you wrote for me. So, when you going to give me more? You promised... come to think of it, your stories are still with me. lol. Well, great voice you have future sg idol. Let's exchange yo mama jokes hehe... im sure u will make it big one day. Just dun give up and keep trying ok? Remember, try always...

To the rest of my family:
Though you all are new and all, I love you guys just the same. Lol, no tragic past to mention for u guys except for magesh and wei liang.

Grand Pa (Magesh):
I remember sec 1 and 2 we were in the same class and boy did we quarrel every single day. Hehe, Well, im just glad we r in a class now and a family. Thanks for ur help with the bully too... stay happy!

Grand dad (Wei Liang):
Erm... Well, i think it was sec 3 when it happened... you brought me books to read everyday and all that stopped when i got pushed and knocked you off ur chair. I could tell you were pissed cos it must have hurt. Well, i would have gotten upset too if i were you.. just wanna say sorry. Thanks for all your jokes this whole time. =)

Well, to the grannies in my family:
I love you guys all the same! Grand Ma (Mugilan) and Granny (Rachelle) You guys are awesome! Lol, mugi is like 9/10th of a girl and Rachelle 9/10th of a guy. I know she would then say "At least better than you aqua right?" lol. Ah!! *Huggles all*

I really miss you guys and I want that picture for a souvenier at the end of the year AIGHT!? Ciao!

I'm so sad...

2005-07-19T00:36:00.000+08:00
I'm real sad... seriously very sad. I hate myself, I want my life to end. I really love you... I do. Why can't you just turn around and look at me then tell me you like me too? Do it! Please... I have wanted you for so long. I know that i'm not supposed to love you because it's illegal and forbidden. But what if you like me too? We could have a forbidden and illegal and secret relationship together. Please! Why are you so close yet so far? I need you... you held my hand once why don't you do it again? You played with me. So continue. I would really go so much as to say I LOVE YOU!

Sorry... I'm really too depressed to say much. Bye... =(

HBP

2005-07-15T22:50:00.000+08:00
Hmm... Long time since I updated but here it is. Firstly, I don;t know why SOME people are like so against me? What an as... Still called me a flirt ass. Whatever... I banned him/her and I will keep doing so. I hate people who write such thing but dun admit.

Anyways, I watched Initial D! YES! I DID! AND! Jay was a real hottie. Lol dung dung... girls fell in love with him and I find him cool. Perfect guy for a racing movie. Yea! =P Rueness=Gayness. Like... I love that show so once the Original VCD is out, I'm getting it. Perhaps the DVD version.

I'm really thinking of queuing up to collect the HBP since it is 8hrs and 11 minures away from release. I'll sleep early and collect it tomorrow. =D Get up at 6am and then get there. Real cool! To queue up with the rest of HP Fever Fans. I want to know what happens to Harry now... Like I heard Ron and Hermione will get together~ Wee!!!!

Ok, I'm so lazy to type now with a phone pressed against my ear and fingers flying across keyboards and heart thumping a billion times a sec eager to get my hands on the book! So, I'm leaving for now and going to quarantine myself for the book till I finish it. So, TaTa!

Whoa! New Pic!

2005-07-13T01:19:00.000+08:00
Alright, Dynamic Duo, Sarah and Sean, the two ss' (Asses). Ok, sarah, don't be offended though I know you won't. The thought of not seeing you as often as I did when we were working together is depressing. I miss you so much, I really do and I think i'm gonna cry. Believe me? You should, we really bitch about too much, i'm starting to grow chest tissues!

James and I are like contacting each other again after about a year and a half of silence. It's great to know we're talking again because, I obviously believe he is a nice guy and I'm sure anyone who knows him would agree with me. Never known of anyone to dislike him even the slightest bit. He is the pacifist of the group, the optimistic one. =)

Don't tell me the song sucks because.. Yea, I like hearing songs like this. I mean after watching The Rose by S.H.E, this song just strikes this thingy into me which is real... nice... feeling. So, Just listen and off it if you hate it.

Erm... Ok, Saw myself somewhere today, I looked so bloated and fat. I'm not though... 1am now. Lack of update due to school stress. *Sighs*

Nights! Btw, I hate this guy who keeps promising something to me but lies. ASS!!

Gary

2005-07-06T22:36:00.000+08:00
Yay!! Ok, very glad Jay tagged but... when did I become h "her" Guai Nu Er lor... Wahahaha. I became me mom(Jay) and dad's(sanjeev) guai nu er le. Change sex liao le la. Mad le.. Enjoy the show. Told you is cantonese one... you won't ever understand it. =P

Cheryl is no more. Happy? ERm... can't say happy but unaffected la.. never been affected much by such stuff. Unless I deliberately throw a tantrum just for fun, lol. So far none of such things has happened. Nevermind. Got girl girl want come find me? lol I'm not so CHEAP lor... like moon. Cheap moon, say want treat us go watch Initial D till now never. So CHEAP! (I hope she sees this =D )

I finally saw the badside of Hex and I dislike it alot. There are greedy people in there too, though most are newbies. The regulars are all fun loving and generous, like me!! Whee!! lol. Honestly, 4 years on Hex and yesterday was the first time I felt such anger. Hmm... Though stephanie made me feel super good. She is like so sweet.

I'm writing a script for this movie i'm doing called "Minor Stress" lol It's a comedy about a girl who goes a dumb due to stress. Supposed to be real funny but still looking for a video camera so I can film it all down. Wahaha! Working on a new site too. This one is important, everything is already going underway so I guess prooject Evss will have to wait. Anyways, I can't get myself the domain yet so... Haha. Too bad. Though I would love to get started right away on it.

A banker gives you an umbrella when the sun is shining and takes it away when it starts to rain.

Bye!

Fantastic 4

2005-07-05T22:54:00.001+08:00
I watched fantastic 4 yesterday. I swear I ain't lying cos like... I have the tickets. It's this special movie preview thing from star movies and my aunt invitied me along. How sweet of her. We watched it till about 9pm? Then we went to eat prawn noodles. The show was excellent and the food was good. I enjoyed myself.

Now to the happy part. Lol, more like angry part. Tian Shun is so childish. I can't believe him, I mean, who does he think he is? Stopping Boon from talking to me. I understand if I used to tell him that I dun really like him talking to Boon Juay without me was kind of childish too. But they just simply love talking some bad stuff so they will start insulting me and all... blah blah blah. Ok, I get it. But if they dun talk bad about me, or disturb me with stuff that I dunno cos they talk alone and come up with new crappy stuff, I wouldn't even bother if they talk alone!

So, He is like telling Boon Juay to not talk to me. He refused to talk to Boon Juay just because he talked to me. We are not in primary school anymore! We are in secondary school. I do get childish but not to this standard. Like name calling is childish but he does name calling too and this! So ain't he more childish than me? You see here, when he gets angry (sometimes over nothing big) we try to explain our own difficulties and he says "That's your problem."

Look, even Boon has agreed that Tian Shun has changed alot. And we suppose he thinks he is getting popular so he can get angry with us anytime. Well, guess again. What an A hole. I asked a few other people and they agreed to a certain extent. Guess he may be popular cos he was a nice kid. But what is he now? A mean kid! He is a cold hard plastic who thinks everybody likes him soooooo much. I prefer him when he was nice. Let's just hope he changes back. I got no hard feelings for him but pretty pissed off for what he has been doing. God bless ya boy, may you return to god's grace. God bless.

Nights people, i'm so depressed. Bye...

Owies!!!!

2005-07-04T11:07:00.000+08:00
Major Ouchies... I am hurt, seriously hurt. Physically and Emotionally. Lets start with physiccal pain which is most likely the most hurtful one. (DUH!) I was on my bike, sending this girl home. It was cool, everything was good. Then on my way home, I was multi -tasking, basically, I was smsing and riding and I went down a slop full speed. When I hit the send button, i closed the flip, looked up and there it was, a sign post. The next thing I knew, there was a loud clang and I was thrown forward. I hit the pole and fell to the ground, the handle bar hit me close to you -know -where. And I fell to the ground. Ouch!!!!

Then Emotionally, I had a dream last night, dreamt of school, then all the good teachers told me they were leaving... and I CRIED in my sleep, waking up to drop a few tears too. Bah... mushy stuff.. told you physical pain was worse... lol

The night before the horrible accident night, which I have labeled in my other forum the official no multi -tasking day. So, I was exploring around pasir ris with hongies... erm... went to red house, went to the tower, I got hit in the head by something when I tried to look up the tower, major shock there! I was like "Let's get out of here." And we left, me in a major hurry!! lol Really freaked me out, I almost made a puddle.

Ok, now time for explaining for not blogging as much as I used to during the holidays. School has started, I hope everybody had a great time. I think I do, except for some people who are so bent on making my school life difficult. Can't stand these wanna be preppos. So eww!! Anyways, about to go play badminton now. Might blog later, cross your fingers be it for good or for bad and good day peeps!!

Batman Begins

2005-06-30T01:32:00.000+08:00
Hey peeps, I just got back from watching Batman Begins. Must be wondering why batman begins? It's a long story but if you got the time to read, read on.

I went to TM, hoping to watch Initial D. Then when we got there, the Century Cineplex showed a showtime of 2225 hrs. I read in the golden village booking engine that there was a 2115 hrs and 2145 hrs show. So, we (Me and Bernard) went to eat first, thinking we would get the tickets later. Oh how very dumb we were, I was. I suggested the eating first. The ticketing booth was closed for Century Cineplex and the Tampines Mall Golden Village had only the first three rows for the show. So, we decided to watch batman. Again, I decided to watch batman. That's the deal when you go out with Ber. He is ok with anything and lets you decide and when the decision is wrong, you have to bear the consequences, dude is he smart or what? I love his thinking. He is a nice guy, not scheming or evil or anything like that. Plain good. I love everything about him from his thinking to his personality! Ok, that sounds.... anyways, Peace ya'll

Didn't get what I just said, just reread everything like over and over again and you will get it. I swear i'm not doing anything on purpose to fool you but my eyes are too tired, I can barely keep them open. Well, anyways, time for a little review. Hmm... the show was generally a real nice one, except for the few over dialogues. The effects were great and it sort of educates me about batman if you get what I mean, he used to be a klutz before this I mean jumping off the building like that, what did he expect to achieve? an early death? Well, thats about it I guess, theres alot to write here but i'm too tired to continue. Might start crapping if I do try.

Ok, I have decided. I enjoy going out with Ber like wahahhaa! He is fun you know? Just a little too quiet. He needs a little push to talk and yea, I am the kind who pushes. I'm a pusher, wahahaha! Anyways, I really have to go. So i'll talk to you later, ciao!

Tired

2005-06-29T17:44:00.000+08:00
Ok, like two days since I last posted? Ok, latest news, this is sooo fetch, wahahahaha. You learn new vocabulary everyday. And you learn new attitude. And here is my new attitude, one you will never love. Like, call me a bitch if you must but like so what? Half the girls in my school want to be bitchy but don't even have the rights to do so. The online thing they ever manage to bitch about is their fat arse. Let alone a GUY. Wanna use the word gay? Go ahead, cos your sad ass mouth ain't even fit to meet mine.

Being nice has brought me nothing but misery upon misery with the occasional flash of happiness. Like, why do you think I get so crazed right now? Because when I was nice, people step all over me. Want to see examples? Sure!

Example 1:

If you want anything ask nicely... I'm serious cause I am so not listing examples anymore. I get so angry when this crap shits come up to me and ask me for favours then bully me the next. Hello, I ain't about to kiss up to your sorry ass just so you can use me again. Next time, you call me names to ask me a favour, go do it yourself. And don't think you can threaten me cause I do know alot about fighting and i'll make sure you kneel for me. Well, i'm not that furious enough to be evil yet... we'll work on that.

Initial D. The two words, ok D is not even a word. The word and that letter has been flashing in my mind since I saw the poster and I have not even begun watching it cause somebody went back on their word on treating me. Boo hoo. Like I care, I mean yes, thank you for telling me you wanna treat me and make me feel like i'm on cloud 9 but I don't need fiction. I need reality and reality has not produced me a single ticket.

I finished my homework, yes I did. I skipped my blogging to do my homework. Do you know how much I miss my homework? Oh, take three guesses... This is the only place I love to be and the only person I can talk to real confidently though I've found better alternatives compared to this piece of plastic.

Speaking of plastics, can guys be plastics? Cause I just saw some fag butt thinking he is a plastic with makeup. I mean... He is like this G.I Joe doll I ever had. Just add on the make up and break his wrists. Like it wasn't even a doll. It was an action figure.

Going to initial D later anyways, I hope. The sun isn't peeking through that darn it hell grey clouds and the rain is pouring on my ass! Ok, whatever.. I have run out of stuff to say. I'm sure I can do better the next time round so like... ciao!

Darn It!

2005-06-26T22:06:00.000+08:00
Why am I blogging here...why why why did my miracle fool-proof plan fail to work? Why am I blogging here? Why!? Why am I not sleeping? Tomorrow is the first day of school you know? I should be sleeping... I SHOULD BE!!!! Forget it... since i'm awake, might as well blog a little. :)

The company gave me another letter of excuse to skip school again. So worried that I would be scolded again. But I think it should be fine, seeing that I am going to give the letter before hand and if the school were to reject, I can tell the company I can't go. Whew... just a relief...

Well, thank you Sarah for telling me about that thing you saw of me. Real glad you told me. Now I can keep an eye out for it. Hehe. I just hope that it won't be my last!

Cooking maggi mee now. Didn't eat since lunch break while working. They said could feel something there at that time so they bought josssticks and we prayed for a little while. Kinda freaky that such a thing suddenly took place. Hmm... Am I that handsome? Lol. Ok, lame... er... sorry. Sarah and I took a cab home and oh yes, talk about Sarah and I. Thanks for bitchin wimme Sarah! Haha!

Today like was a good day. Climbed up the 3rd story pillar. A fall which would lead to instant fatality but I did. For pleasure. Wahahha! I'm mad. If ever one day anyone sees me dead on the floor for falling, please note it ain't a suicide. It was an accident. I'm serious. All who read this shall be my witness!

Hooray!! Shit

2005-06-26T01:07:00.000+08:00
Hey peeps! Sorry for the late entry today. Wahaha! But there were other days where were later so quit whining u... *winks at you know who* Ok, today was ok I guess... but I got a little frustrated because all thanks to that dumb HK credit card fraud thingy, my mom won't use her credit card to get me a domain space. *Sighs*

Can all smart people with a knowledge on domains and such tell me where I can get a domain where I can pay through a Singapore bank with cash? Or let them withdraw from my bank? THANKS!

Ok, now... went to Hogwarts Online just now.. It's an extension of Hex and it is fabulous cos it is 3D! By the way peepps, Hex is still open for sign ups so please do come join us. We are one big family! So, don't worry. Anyways, Project Evss will be up soon and so I hope you guys will give me your support alright? Thanks! It's a pleasure knowing you people.

I will not give any description of Project Evss A.k.A P.E because P.E is private and confidential and so no information on P.E will be given out until it's release around August or September. Construction is already underways cause I got the plans and i'm trying to buy a good domain right now. So please help out guys! If I can't get a domain, P.E can never surface...

Nothing much to say today actually... I know I didn't talk much to Cheryl today... pity. Kinda miss Bella. Talked to Jasmine through sms and Veron called me. Hmm... what else? Oh yea! I actually slept past 12pm today! Miracle! I guess I really am tired! Guess what time I woke up, 3pm!! Horrible new record. Ugh! A bad record! Like I never ever sleep past 12pm. Ok, Whatever...

Anyways, pity you Dan. Lol hope u enjoyed the excercise. lolx Bye peepps!

Tired..ZzZzZ

2005-06-25T00:01:00.000+08:00
Today is soooo tiring! I fell asleep while working a few times. Gosh, like I woke up at 6.03am to get to work and I slept at 3.30am. Only about 2 and a half hours of sleep. Regret! Should have slept much earlier but I am working on Project Evss. Woo Hoo!! This is a great satisfaction for me! I found myself co-partners to help me in Project Evss.

Ok, BJ and TS are sleeping over today. Cool, but I'm not sure if we will die of suffocation. My air-con ain't working right as long as there is a fan working and yea there is a fan working in my room. Maybe I should just turn it off... Yes, I'll do just that. BRB

Back! Now just give it sometime to cool the room. I can feel the cold air already. I feel so happy today. I found some new Jay songs and Jay tagged my blog again. Without him tagging it I feel so bored. Like I said before, his comments are so fresh it makes me feel fresh instantly.

Jay is a bird that sings so true,
little by little it turns moods blue.
Jay the man is like a Jay,
Singing songs to make me gay*.
I see him standing under the moonlight,
like the stars that seem to shine so bright.
Loosening my mind little by little,
making me feel oh so belittled.

*gay in this case means happy.

Ok, how was that? It's LAME! Wahahaha! I'm just piecing together words which rhyme to make this so called 'poem'. I don't see any meaning in it at all. Just trying to waste your time reading it lol.

Cheryl is evil she won't come find me today for the whole day and now wants me go see her. Don't friend her le. So sad.... I wanna talk to verjena (Vagina). She is much friendlier, lol verjena. Her real name is Jena. But it sounds like Gina and thus, Vagina! Lame? Hanrey came up with it not me.

Now, i'm gonna force TS to sing since he said he sings better than me. Fine! Bye then!

Irritated

2005-06-23T19:54:00.000+08:00
Oh!! Splitting headache. I can't figure out php. Anyone who reads this and knows how to use php, just email me or something. I have been trying to figure it out for the whole day and I know nothing about it. Can you believe it? I'm like so dumb.. but what am I learning php for? Not saying.. haha! Well, we will have to see about that now won't we? Haha! When i'm done, you guys will know and I hope you all will enjoy what I am doing for you all. It's not for the blog. It's an entire different thing from a blog.

I can't seem to understand why some people are like so evil? I sent my dog downstairs to take a walk and the dumb malay guys chased it back upstairs. If you don't like a dog, just leave it alone. Don't be so mean as to deprive it of it's wasting means. It needs to pee too!!

Ok, Vektor just told me that I have to know CSS to do what I want to do. Can you believe it? ARGH! Now one more trouble on my list of troubles.

1. Tomorrow's work. And I cut my hair!
2. School starting and I have not cut my hair!
3. php
4. css
5. Homework for the holiday not really completed.

This is stress! Well, stress i brought upon myself. Maybe i'll just quit studying and start up my own business as a webgaming programmer and designer. That would be so cool like I create my own games. Haha. But wether or not I wanna be paid will have to depend on like... ME! And the economy of course. Ha! Starting up a coffeeshop doesn't seem so bad to me after all. Hehe...

I saw BJ and TS today in a place I would never ever want to see a human being ever be on unless they have a car. My favorite spot, the carpark rooftop and I don't even know what they were doing up there but all I know is if they intended me to see them up there, i'm just saying BJ is doing this deliberately. He knows what i'm sensitive about and he is doing it on purpose to spite me. I didn't tell TS so i guess he ain't at fault... really... But if they didn't do it on purpose, I think they would have stood away from the edge cos i would see them. Right? So it must have been on purpose.

Whatever, I don't give a damn anymore. They can do whatever they want. I am more interested in php. Unless either one of them can teach me php, i'm not gonna boot lick them. Wahaha! But it's like I don't know how to either. TS is ok but BJ is the one that irritates me the most. Due to a large number of reasons.

1. He's irritating
2. He is irritating
3. He will be irritating
4. He was irritating
5. He is forever irritating

There, simple enough and you know what? The reason I post these here is because I don't care if anyone sees what I say about them cos it's the truth and they know it. And like I don't care if BJ gets angry cos I already am. Not just because of him being up there. But the fact that I believe he is doing it to spite me. If he ain't then ok, i'm being angry for nothing so forget being angry if I find out he didn't do it on purpose. But right now, I just feel like taking his face and stuffing it up and elephant's pie hole!

Ok, enough scolding. Blehx... These days arn't happy for me. Hope tomorrow would be a happy day for me and all others. Ciao!

Anger!?

2005-06-22T21:20:00.000+08:00
I watched ghost train today at Tampines Mall Golden Village. It wasn't exactly and ideal horror movie ya? The ghosts were like about as scary as Mr Potato head. Ugh! Disgusting and kinda boring, an anti climatic show. Like they start getting scary and oh it's a dream after all. Sheesh! My grandmother can do better than that. Oh yea, never said that in a long time!

Note that this part can get vulgar too cause i'm still frikkin pissed with that guy and getting more pissed! I truly dislike him. True, he did come to the movie with me and all but so what? He had to like spoil everything by doing those actions and one thing I can say is he lacks manners. Yea, loads of it. Perhaps in front of some people like I noticed, he seems very ''well mannered'' but today the things he did made me wanna bash him up!

1. He said he was going to leave me and my girl alone and he wants to go home. After he left for like 20 minutes, I decided to go home too cause my girl had to go for tuition. I took a bus home and went I went home, he was in my house. Ok! I was pissed but didn't show it.

Reason: I wasn't home. And, my house ain't some arcade for him to come and play games when I wasn't home! True? Ya! It's just like me going to your house to play with your computer when you are not home and I never asked you if I could. Plus, I ever told him I don't like it so why can't he get the idea through his bloody numb skull!? He didn't even say anything when I got home!!!

2. When I left my room after being in there for like 30 minutes, the next thing I knew, Jeremiah came to my house. And another 10 minutes later, Tian Shun was in my house. Like it's not as though I do not welcome them to my house ok? I do... I really do. But, with permission!! Hello? If you came to my house without permission and didn't even say like "Hi Sean, hope you don't mind." when I got home, do me a favour. ASK ME IF YOUR FRIENDS CAN COME OVER TOO! He didn't ask me. He just invited them over like it was his house.

Reason: IT's MY HOUSE!! And like I said, it ain't an arcade where you invite your friends over to play. Plus, would he like it if I went to his house without his permission and then after that, I ask two more of my friends over without his permission? HUH? Be it our bestfriend or just a regular friend. And heck, I ain't even close to Jeremiah!

3. This is regarding yesterday. He was at my home and all and he started disturbing Tian Shun on the bed and I told him not to jump on my bed. You want to know what is his smart reply? "You started jumping on your bed first." I was like thinking, "Fuck you man! Who are you to bother if I jump on my bed? It's my feet not yours plus I sleep on it so I choose whose feet jumps on my bed!" Ok. So I thought maybe he didn't realise how rude it is to answer like that. So I left the room. And I noticed that whenever I re-entered my room, he would suddenly stop whatever he was doing. Then I caught him jumping on my bed.

Reason: Like I said, it's my bed! I sleep on it and so I choose wether or not I decide to sleep on my bed after anyone jumps on it. And I already told him not to jump on my bed! Why does he have to do that? Huh? Doesen't he know how rude it is? He can jump on his own bed, go ahead! When I am at his house, I don't even enter his room unless he asks me to! And worse still he just comes into my home and turn on everything like it is free and use it all without asking. My computer, my PS2 my television. Wanna use it, ASK! You got a frikkin mouth don't you? Can't you ask?? It's so rude to just use it like that ok? It's not an arcade when you can just insert your tokens in and start playing the stuff there ya? Even at the arcade you pay to get the tokens. My house is free so the least you can do is ask!

I hope anyone who reads these things can feel how angry I feel right now cos I really wanna bash that fuck head up! Bloody asshole...

Ok, back to happy things. Bad things over... feel better... I'm easily appeased. Hahaha... bleagh... I finally finished my urban legend and submitted it to Aggie complete with real life accounts and pictures. Whew... I feel so much better now. I got nothing else to do. Go play games or call Tian Shun... hmm... donno... see how. But, good night readers!

CrapzZ.

2005-06-22T14:24:00.000+08:00
Ok Had dinner at Phin's service was total bull crap. The food was satisfactory, table was dirty like hell. Chairs were comfy though... =) That's one good thing ONLY. Can't stand today. Had my hair done again... about fourth time in 14 days. haha! I love it! It's free anyways so why not? Look better for free. I would never turn down an offer like that...

Ok, this point on, it's gonna get a little vulgar. I am so frikkin pissed off with BJ. He like has to laugha t every single stupid thing which happens. So what if Tian Shun went to eat dinner with me, Ze Xin and my sis when he didn't feel like it. Did he have to give that frikkin smile which says "Haha, Serves you right, forced by Sean." Damn it, i'll slap his braces back into his bloody mouth. He has to taunt someone at least once a day. I really hate his attitude. Yea, I agree my attitude ain't perfect but does he have a perfect one? NO! At least I don't frikkin taunt him all the time wether directly or indirectly. If he reads this, I don't care if he is going to add in the insults which I have showered on him. Like hell he didn't frikkin insult me! Piece of dung! Ha! The enjoyment I had when Tian Shun mentioned the fat kid running was Boon Juay. It just simply made me feel better. Can you imagine how angry I was that even tiny insults make me feel better? There are loads of things which I want to complain which are like super personal and I will and I must settle with him. Frik!

Ok, back to the happy things... felt better... Hex is still open for sign ups. They only open up for a short while once a year and it is really fun. It is something like neopets except way more fun than neopets. Try it and live it. Enjoy!

Now that i'm feeling better, I think i'll go back to my hex and play.. whew... nights!

Writing reflection Letter

2005-06-21T12:59:00.000+08:00
Ok, today was good. Hahaha. Went to my grandma's house with my sister, brother and Tian Shun. The duck soup was superb especially when it is piping hot. Oh, I think I just fell in love with the duck in it. Ooooo... It's like a really great taste that lingers in your mouth after you drink it and each pot costs $40. My grandma cooked it. She had to buy the ingredients and all that which amounted to $40 not including the gas used to cook it though I think the gas ain't much importance.

Now i'm like half writing here and half writing that dumb reflection letter... I really hate writing letters ya? It's so straining. Typing is way better! But I better write it just so that I don't get into any trouble with the vice-principal. I'm still thinking if I should comb my fringe away from my forehead or will he not mind that my hair is this length?

Wahahahaha!! My dog is like barking and whining so that I will let him out of the room but i'm not going to let him out cause I want him to sleep in my room tonight. I know he prefers my sister but she never let him into her room. So I guess sleeping with me is better? I self presume. Haha! Hope he won't hate me for that. He is scratching my books now that dumb mutt. Oh... for goodness sake... he's noisy. Urgh!

Ok, I just totally hit off Gary's tag what with the sudden amount of typing in the tagboard. I'm gonna bug him into tagging my blog again. Haha! I like to see his tags. Humourous in a way rather than the single word ones i've been seeing. *coughcherylcough* It's refreshing to see his random comments right? Ok, the dog is like tearing my book now. OH!!!! There, just pulled him away from my books. Wahaha!

Seeing as it is, might as well just remind you guys that the Hex site for Harry Potter fans is still open for new members and only for a limited time. If you join, I swear no regrets and what's best is that it is totally free. So, Just join ya? It'd be fun to see my friends on it.

Today, I tried that foot massage thing where they send tiny voltages through your feet to massage you. It's so cool but it hurt at first and I was like jumping up and down at first then it got comfy and I just wouldn't budge. After that, I slept like a pig! It was so nice... ah... I love it alot. I really really do.... haha! Ok, I can't concentrate with two things at once. I'm off to write my ''reflection'' letter now. Goodbye peeps and good night!

Sphere

2005-06-20T16:12:00.000+08:00
I just watched the show Sphere published in the year 1998. It's a really cool film adapted from a novel by Michael Crichton. I read alot of his books already and I think the show Congo is also based on his books so i'm gonna look for it.

Then I was interrupted by many phone calls from Tian Shun and Boon Juay and of course, smses from Moon. I don't mind though, they make me feel loved... lol. She seemed a little upset over somebody whome i'm not supposed to mention lol. Anyways, Boon Juay fell asleep so I am talking to Tian Shun now.

Cheryl like totally backed out on the movie? She has tution till 6 and guitar practice at 7. I was kinda hard on her, guess i'll give her a call tomorrow and tell her i'll meet her for that hour just to make it up to her. Regret sending that last sms. Sounded a little harsh really... just hope she ain't mad at me or something... anyways, i'm sorry Cher... don't be angry.

Then it's like... i'm kinda not in the mood to write much today but..hmm... haven't talked to Gary for a few times... hope we talk soon... same to Veronica...Hope I get to see her soon because I didn't reply her msn messages to me cause I happen to not be at the computer when she messages me and when I get back, she is offline. Hope she doesen't think i'm ignoring her or avoiding her.

You know that stupid reflection thing I have to hand in to my vice-principal? I think it totally sucks. Like I haven't even started on it. I suppose a little bit of self pity and ''remorsefulness'' will be enough. Just talk about how god darned sorry I was for skipping school and blah blah blah... I don't get the man at all. He seems so... not understanding. But i'm glad it's the male vice-principal and not the female one... just looking at her underarms make me shrink in fear... Whatever!

Good Nights now, gotta chat on the phone. Ha!! Bye!

Introduction

2005-06-19T14:33:00.000+08:00
Hey before I say anything, I have something to tell you guys. For people who like Harry Potter, join Hex because it is afterall, the longest-lasting, most fun, most realistic Harry Potter Role Playing Game on the internet. Right? Haha, do join.

Today I went to Plaza Singapura, took a cab there and the dumb taxe driver was like stupid? I told him "Plaza Sing" and he said "What sing? What is Plaza Sing?" I wanted to get out of that cab right then because he didn't even know what is Plaza Sing. I seriously doubted if he was a genuine taxi driver. What nonsense. Anyways, I was supposed to take a bus and an MRT but I got lazy so I just took a cab lol. Ok I admit it! I was too busy making myself look good so I was late. Wahaha!! Ok, I'm sorry...

Then I wanted to watch Batman Begins but the theatres were like all full. So I had to give it a miss. What a pity. So, me, my brother and Mr Chia went down to the basement to eat Pasta Mania! The pasta there is good but the sauce is too sweet so I didn't finish the whole thing, just a bowl of mushroom soup, three garlic bread, pasta and coke! It cost me about $10. Wahaha!!

I went to Times bookshop after that and got the first book of the HP series and A series of unfortunate events the first book out of 11. It was emberrasing you know? I took the book and went round asking them if they had a non-movie version and after sometime, they told me that this wasn't the movie version. LOL! What an emberrasement cause the staff of Times went round searching for a non-movie version before realising it wasn't the movie version. LOL Mr Chia paid for the books and we left.

Surprisingly, we met Cheryl and we talked and such. So quiet... She is forcing me to say nice things about her. So, don't believe anything I say, wahahaha!! Then we held hands for like 5 minutes. lol not bad for a first? Think I need to get used to it. Wahahaha! Small girl mah... So must let her be happy. Ok, I sound like a perverted boy now... impossible... on the phone now... want to rest. Good Bye!

SO frustrated!!

2005-06-18T14:09:00.000+08:00
Ok, I'm not going to write much today. I bought a Doraemon bedsheet!! Gonna sleep on it later. CAn't believe how nice it is to have my favorite cartoon sleep with me. Wahaha! Then I went to meet Cheryl but like bloody hell she didn't meet me. That's why i'm so god darned bloody pissed off. But whatever... haven't seen her for awhile now... don't matter if I don't see her again. So stupid to actually think about it.

Worse is a friend of mine is like furious or something and not showing it and I don't care anymore. So childish. I used to pacify but no more ok. I'm not going to bother anymore. Whatever happens, happens. I'm not the one losing out in the end anyway. Losing a stupid friend like that is just a blessing in disguise. I don't care, in fact it makes me happier.

I went to 7-11 to buy some tidbits for a show so i'm off to munch and watch the show now. So, ciao peeps.

Tired...!!!

2005-06-17T12:54:00.000+08:00
MY vice-principal scolded me today for skipping school to go to work but I had to go work or else I won't know what to do. But anyways, I am stuck inbetween. So the company wrote a letter to the school but he still scolded me and called my mom up. Then I think things should be fine now... since the company said they will explain to the school.

I spent the rest of my day in Wild Wild Wet with me, Gary, Wei Liang, Ze Xin and Tian Shun! Another goal accomplished!! So shiok! it was like we went on every single ride there was in the water-based theme park and still wanted more but that was all they offered. The lamest one was the bicycle riding in the air. Dumb but alright.. The view was sort of cool. I mean how many times in your life can you ever ride your bicycle in the air? Then, the best was of course the Sliding Up. It was cool to just slip around in the float on that huge U shaped thing. I got a few cuts in the River thing and the Tsunami. Wow! That's so cool! Yes! I enjoyed myself yes, I did. Especially since I could play with my friends. We spent most of our time in the Tsunami pool because we could laze around and just swim in the artificial waves which were realistic. Chocked on loads of 'sea water' and of course, got 4/5 of my scratches there. The floor was so sharp and prickly which makes it impossible to not injure oneself when there. Ok, I made up my mind! My next goal would be to go to Jurong Swimming Complex and see which of the two are better!! PS: The ticket pricing between WWW and Jurong is a huge $10+ difference but of course, which is better you guys know. Wahaha!!

My advice to all you people is to NOT! Eat at the coffeeshop place in downtown east. The food SUCKS! I spent $4 on a plate of fried seafood noodles which in the picture was yellow but in actual form, BLACK! What kind of a seafood noodle is BLACK!? I wanted to so refuse to pay but I did. My friend, Wei Liang's Nasi Lemak fish was like all BONES!! WE had to stop eating, especially me and we went to McDonald's instead. Argh! Wasted my bloody $4!

If you realize, i'm not talking much. Vewry tired... think i'll stop here. Bye!

Frustrated! Argh!

2005-06-16T17:06:00.000+08:00
Ok, I feel much better now compared to 10 minutes ago. There wasn't a single nail cutter in the house, I searched high and low and nobody wanted to help me find one. They were all tired after the show but yes, i'm weird coz i wanna cut my nails at 2am in the morning but so what? I want to and I have to. That's me! Once the time pass, I won't want to cut it anymore. I even went down to 7-11 to find a pair of nail clippers. They didn't sell it, talk about 7-11 a store and more. More? Pui! More shit than food. Wahaha! Ok, just venting my anger, sorry!

The real reason I want to cut my nails is because of Wild Wild Wet. I don't want to feel uncomfortable just because I have long nails and am afraid of hurting my ears by scratching against something to produce that horrid irky noise. Lol. I even tried to resort to a pair of scissors. Can you believe I took a chopper and considered chopping my fingers off? lol Including my toes. Then I started ransacking the house and screaming at my dog for barking. That's the crazy me. Lol. Hope no one is frightened by me. I just get real uncomfortable if I have something with me I don't like or not have something with me when I like it.

My sister must have taken the good pair of nail clippers and she is sleeping like a pig! I found the tiny pair of nail clippers and had a hard 10 minutes clipping the dumb nails off me. I can't stand the fact that nails grow. I don't understand why because we don't need them. It's for women who enjoy putting on nail polish and i'm not a woman.

Ok, enough grumbling, getting sleepy now... time to sleep. Good nights!

Nooooooooo!

2005-06-16T02:57:00.000+08:00
I can't believe it! No! No! How can I enjoy the rest of my day thinking?? I hate it alot, really. You see, I was told that there is a really high chance I didn't have to work. When I asked to check the schedule, I was told once again I really might not need to work. A really high chance I ddn't have to. That's what I heard. So I took that as a didn't have to work since she didn't let me check my schedule and also kept saying that I had a high chance I was off for Thursday. I dopn't blame her though... She is a nice person. I'm just disappointed.

When I got home, after the movie and all, I got on the internet and when I signed on the internet, one of the most important person in my entire mischievous but at times miserable life signed on. Four letters, G, A, R, Y. Boy I was as happy as when any of my other bestfriends signed online. Ok don't mind me, I exaggerate on my feelings of happiness alot. LOL! THen he asked if I was free on Thursday for the Wild Wild Wet trip we had planned. I told him yes and that I checked with my manager. Then we started chatting a little about the costs of the entrance fee and such and what we'll be wearing and who else will be going. Seems that there will be 6 of us. Me, him, Tian Shun, Boon Juay, Ze Xin and a friend of his. I was mighty glad and spent the rest of the night watching the William Hung movie, Where is Mama's Boy.

This morning, I received horrible news! I woke up to the sounds of my ringtone, 1st Ladi singing Never Be Replaced. I answered the call and was told that I had to work on Thursday! No! I can't believe it! I tried all polite ways to skip for that day. All for my friends and most importantly, mommy Gary! I can't break a promise. I said i'll be there. However, my work time is short, from 9.30am to 12.30pm on that day. And it would be alright, but i'm afraid they will go early, I don't want them to wait for a long time for me, worse if they don't wait.

Well, Tian Shun just called me, I'll make some arrangments now and be back with more deetails or maybe not... *sigh* May a miracle happen... Bye!

Cursed

2005-06-15T15:39:00.000+08:00
Woohoo! I'm home! Finally, home sweet home! I had a great day today all the way till I got home. I had pizza from Pizza Hut today. It was delicious, thank you Auntie for the treat! Hope you see this! Then I made my way back to Tampines to catch a movie. Was a little high today and babbled nonsense. Wahahaha!

On my way, I received a call from my mom telling me that my sister is quarreling with her boyfriend and are trying to patch things up and asked me home to "guard" them so that they won't end up killing each other. I was troubled. I am her younger and more "sensible" brother! It just makes me frightened when they quarrel, because my sis will threaten to leave her home. This is so unfair! I am not meant to suffer this way! I'm supposed to be nice! Wahay! Anyways, I let fate decide because Jena was a little fickle on wether or not to watch the movie. If she wanted to catch the show, we would and if she didn't, i'll go home and do what little I can to help the two bickering asses.

Thank you Jena for choosing a movie. Then we picked up Stephanie's friend, Hanwee. Real funny dude and he was so tall. We got lost on our way in the crowd and since Steph was next to Hanwee and she is like so puny, the first person I thought of to look for Steph was Hanwee and sure enough, Jena spotted Hanwee first too. Guess we had the same mindset. Wahaha! Mind you, i'm only a little taller than Steph so I can't talk much. Wahaha! Then we chose to watch Cursed. Should be nice I thought and sure it was.

Cursed is basically about werewolves and stuff like that. But the story is a whole much different from the other werewolves show I have watched. It was nice, scary and exciting. I liked the part where Jenny Tate was chased and murdured. Exciting!! But there was a real killer part which brought down the image of the whole horror show and that was the part when the crazy wolf pointed the middle finger. Like, what the hell. It's LAME! Then, homosexuals were involved too. Can you even link homosexuality to werewolves? I know loads of homosexuals but rest assured, none are werewolves.

Then the emberrasing part was when I went to the loo. Ok, I swear I had no idea. I finished using the loo and left. Then I opened the cinema door and what i saw were the Madagascar animals dancing round and I was like what the hell happened in here... And i left the room. Then I waited for like a second, thinking that my eyes were playing tricks on me and I went back into the room and again the animals were prancing about. Then I left the room again to check wether I had entered the right cinema. Well, I was sure it was this cinema because this was where I left to enter the toilet. I could still hear the screams of the main character as her boyfriend attacked her. But when I opened the door, once again I saw the animals dancing! I was like scared cause I thought it was the "dirty" things playing a trick on me so i boldly walked to the seat I was supposed to be at and it was empty so i left and shut the door. Once again, I heard the screams coming. Then I saw the door next to the one I entered and tried it. Ok, this time was the right cinema. LMAO

Then when I got home, I got kind of pissed with the person who called himself an idiot and typed "U sux" in my tag board. Thus the warning. Sorry if it offends any of you but as this is my personal blog, naturally I want it to be nice and proper right? Who would want all the bad and untrue stuff in their blog? I got his/her ip address but i'm not blocking him/her. Perhaps he/she was just joking. But let this be a warning to all. Sorry once again if I sound rude.

Anyways, it's late now. I wanna sleep! lol Good nights my friends. Can "You" please dream of me? LOL thanks. I will dream of "you"

Not very nice

2005-06-14T16:31:00.000+08:00
Ok, I came back from that Sakura dinner buffet thingy. I didn't see my mom pay so I guess it doesen't matter. I'm not hurt by seeing her waste money. Why waste money? Because the food was not excellent. It was just nice... I ate some sushi and some only because it wasn't very nice and had a bowl of yam ice cream decorated with rainbow rice. A bowl of fake sharksfin soup. My bestfriend Tian Shun refused to touch it. He tasted a little and left it there. Then I ate three bean paste buns and a beef and chicken chop. It tasted horrible especially the scallops. It was a $5 per 100g of wasted food thingy. And i buried my beef under the decorations, LMAO! So i didn't have to pay for the wasted food.

I met an old primary school friend there, her name is Peng Ying. She was clearing my paltes and she was like "Are you Sean?" And i was totally shocked and we chatted for awhile before she carried on with her work and I got her handphone number! Wahaha!! Lucky me. She's getting cuter... but I still want my darling Cheryl.

My darling Cheryl refused to come along. Fine, it's alright. I won't force her if she doesen't want to come. She promised to meet me on Thursday anyways. But come to think of it, I promised Gary to go for that Wild Wild Wet thingy on Thursday. So, I think Cheryl will have to come along or I'll meet her another time. Sorry ok? Also remember to call my mommy "Mom" when you see her ok? Cos we are getting married!!

It's late now.. Had a long day and I want to sleep but I have to update my blog all the time for 3 reasons.

1. I love my blog.
2. For my number 1 fan, Stella.
3. For my BaoBei to see what I am up to.

That's all three. Let you know if I can think of more.

Gary finally tagged my board! I feel so honoured. And he said he will do it again each time his tag disappears!! So nice of him! Wahaha~ I'm his son, who else would be nice to me? Wahaha!

Friendster is getting annoying because somebody is updating his/her blog over and over again and friendster keeps sending me notices to my email telling me he/she has updated her friendster blog, like I care! Ok i'm not that bad but I just hate seeing my mail full and I can't receive other mails! 6, 7, 8 times now!! *Watches more popups appear*

I'm on the phone with Tian Shun now... He is going to kill me if i continue typing here and don't talk to him. We're both tired and need sleep. I have to wake up at 10am tomorrow cause gotta get to work. So tiring... Till then, dream of me peeps. Especially U! =)

Mad Man

2005-06-14T03:53:00.000+08:00
Oh my! I can't wait for tonight, I can almost taste sushi in my mouth. Once I taste it, i'll cross out eat sushi on my things to do list. I need Sushi! Like there are all sorts but I only eat a few. What's sashimi? Ever heard of it? Of course you have. But i dun even know what sashimi is... wahahaha! Crapz...

I woke up at 10 plus this morning thanks to a certain mad man who called and pretended to be my friend. I believed him and chatted happily for sometime then realized he knew nothing about me! Dumb right? And hell he asked me to join his laundrey party! Horror! What makes him think i'll join his underwear and bra party? He must be insane! But he told me I seem outgoing so I talkted to him for a little while and he admitted his is gay. Ok, major shock there though I don't mind gays... I was talking to a gay on the phone! I so wanted to hang up but seemed rude. Then he started talking about masturbation and sex and asking me too personal questions and I hung up. Should have done that a long time ago. That !@#$%^&* I'm going to complain to my mom and dad and *mom and *dad. Stupid prank callers dun make me turn vulgar cos im a sweet young boy. *blink*

Then I went to listen to some music. God, Sammi rocks. I love all her cantonese songs which she sang alone! If someone else sings with her, it spoils the whole thing and I leave the song. Hate it when people sing with her, she alone is good enough. If only she would come singapore for an autograph session... but i admit, I dun have any of her albums. Wahahaha~! Just love to listen to her songs.

Then after that I eat Chips Ahoy! until my mom called then she offered to buy me food so I kept the food and now waiting for her to buy my Char Siew rice back for me to eat. So hungry... damn... ok i'm leaving. Bye!

Cant wait

2005-06-13T11:52:00.000+08:00
As you all can see, I updated my list on the things to do. So nice... anyways, it's essential for me to do so so that someone will buy me a digital camera or a video camera. Wahaha! Joking, just joking.. I'm a joker. Lame crapper.

Tomorrow is going to be a nice day for me. Because, i'm going to eat sushi at Sakura. Wahay! I think when we are there, i'll bugger my parents to eat at Edosushi instead. I heard the ambience and food there is better but i'm not sure if they have the buffet thingy or not... But from what I know, I dun see how people earn money from the buffets. It's more like losing money especially if they meet a sushi lover like me! If only they open a shop dedicated to kinder buenos and they have a buffet! I'll go immediately!!

Today I didn't go to that F.I.R autograph session also... A pity but hey, i'm no fan of those three so it doesen't matter much to me anyways. Hehe... But my dear friend stood in the hot sun for 4 hours to wait for them to come and sign his bloody album. What a waste of time, it's like he could have slept the day away instead of torturing himself! There superstars just wanna watch their fans get tortured so they will feel important. No way! Ok, tat's just how I feel haha. Sorry if I offend anyone.

I spent $2 returning VCD to that shop. It's not the one with the bloody lady but the shop below my home. I'm a regular there. But it's real expensive cause $3 per show when I spent $5.60 getting 8 shows at that stingy shop. But of course they provide better service *cough cough* than the stingy shop.

Gary told me today that he doesen't have a blog because he feels it's a waste of time. He says that these blogs are useless and time wasters. Is he that busy? But, I don't know.. I feel real attached to my blog now. So I would really disagree with him but let's not strike up a debate over small issues. But I volunteered to make a blog for him and he says that having a diary is way better that way, no one can see what he says. Does he have loads of secrets? Wahaha. Let's not be mean... Sorry if i poked around too much, i'm just curious.

PS: Eric told me he was broke cause he spent $500 all on warcraft... It's a killer to play them. Stay Away!

Missed F.I.R

2005-06-12T16:43:00.000+08:00
I missed the K Box Karaoke thingy with F.I.R. It's all my fault like I was too slow in my preparation for the journey. The bus was late too so I thought like they would not let us in if we are late so we went to Suntec City instead. Wahahaha!!

Like the thing is Suntec was kinda boring. Went to tower records and bought the J-Game album which has that shiny album surface. Wee! But, it's not for me. I just followed a friend to buy it. He's like a mania on these idol thingy. But it's kinda funny seeing how he queues up for hours to get their autograph.

The lady at the VCD shop is a real dumb ass too. She wants a $30 deposit for new members, well, i'm giving nothing at all. None for her. Yea! Like i used my sis boyfriends ic to get the shows and told that woman its my brother-in-laws ic. She even called him up to check? What an asshole! It's not even her problem, just because I look young don't mean i'm a dumb kid you know? What a slut... but I guess it's her job. Forget... i'll forgive her this time.

I'm on the phone now... So, will sleep late. Talk to bell bell wahahaha! So long never talk to her. Gonna enjoy myself now... GNight!

Rest.... Need it badly!

2005-06-11T01:33:00.000+08:00
What I need most now is loads of rest. Been real tiring ya? Schooling and having to wake up so early everyday. In fact, I'm up now even though I have nothing on. It's real stressful. Anyways, stress takes over when I can't handle it well. So, just trying to relax and chill out today and tomorrow before a stressful day starts again. I won't say stressful but more of a tiring. If only I sleep earlier, then things won't be that bad I guess...

Tomorrow would be a better day I hope. Asked my friend out to watch a movie. Hope he would come cause i'm really in need of some entertainment and the horror movies seem good enough for me. Though I would prefer premonition but it only shows in GV Yishun so I doubt we'd be able to watch it. What a waste... forget it then...

Yesterday was like so fun though... we were free for like 4 hours and we spent our time taking pictures at MPH. Wahaha! Real funny. I took the boxing picture there and my girlfriend actually believed I box. If only she saw the tweety bird printed on the glove...

Ok, I think I better go back sleep. Later going to the F.I.R thing with my friend. Weee.... I need all the entertainment I can get and until then, tata!